im a jumper and nothing more...

This blog is a dead one!

2010-04-21T02:19:00.003+08:00

Ask me for my blog url.. I just realised like many post i made in this blog is gonna.So im here to tell everyone:)

This is a bloody conspiracy..

2010-02-26T00:35:00.002+08:00

What could he have done wrong? Now that he's gone 2PM wont be the same again. It'll just stay at 1.59pm. Dang it. He didnt even have time to make mistakes during AAA promation period. I say we believe only wat jay says personally. This is so ridiculous. it's like the company is using him..

much loves from mel

I bought 2PM goodies♥

2010-02-24T01:12:00.003+08:00

This is just on of them:)hehe^^i got 3 name tags:) Firstly,JAY'S. Secondly, khunnie's one and then i got wooyoungie's one too:))im one happy broke kid.haha. Totally love jay's name tag. He is just love. I found a address for us to send letters to jay already:) Say im smart:) hehe^^ Im so gonna send one. and Athirah upload the pictures alright!!:) See you on sunday. Will tell you the address on sunday:)bi mil:D

♥pink

Sponge band debuts! (kpop)

2010-02-20T02:00:00.003+08:00

Today went to g's house for dinner and played cards. haha meeting you again is quite awkward. It's like i dont know what to say to you. I wanna talk to you as a friend like really like citylights people. But somehow, i just cant do it. Dang right. When i look at you, it's like you changed quite alot. It's like specs change, you changed too. haha. Okay like seriously, i have no idea what im talking bout already. Anyway, to sum it up.. One Word. Awkward.
Next thing, I saw my bobo today:) Really glad to see you again. I miss you lots lots babe! Wasted you had to go up for dinner that fast and didnt have much time to talk. It feels like months since i last saw you even though it's only last week. Hope to see you real soon alright! Love you babe!
Another thing, my mood is totally spoilt. My dad just dont know how to be more lenient with me. I wanted to go play L4D with my brother all. Then, my dad didnt allow. That's how im now in thia house using the com and updating the blog. Sometimes, i really dont understand. With SL,kor,JH and g all going as well, why cant he just allow. Im really sick of being so controlled. I dont want it to be so controlled. If you let me go out, I would totally have self discipline to come back before 10. 10 would be the latest if i go out with my own friends. Cos of you, when im still outside after 7pm with my friends i feel weird. You're quite good eh.. Sometimes, I dont even dare to ask you to let me go for a birthday party or concert. But is that successful? Making your own daughter be scared from asking you stuff. Dont you ever think that because of this, I may had lied to you bout not having a boyfriend before? Okay, dont talk bout the past... What bout the future? Do you think i would i ever ever tell you? You say i can only get a boyfriend when im 21. But will you accept it if i bring one on my birthday? This is really killing me. I dont ask much.. I just want more freedom for me to go out more and not a must for me to have dinner with you all everyday and for kor, it's like up to him. What with all these?! Girl or guy.. We're still humans after all..okay i should just stop here. Im tired from typing already..

much loves from mel

New clothes..

2010-02-13T02:48:00.001+08:00

I wanna watch Valentine's Day!!!

Love.

2010-02-09T00:02:00.001+08:00

I just finished watching this movie, Hachiko, in the afternoon.. When i was watching this show, i cried like shit. The love between the owner and the dog is just something that really warms your heart. Even after the owner died during his lecture since he is a proffesor after 2 years of taking care of Hachi, Hachi still continues t wait at the same spot everyday, same time. Even though the proffesor's daughter took care of Hachi and brought it to her house ater her father's death. Seeing how Hachi reacted when he heard the train, she decided to let it go so that it can go to the same spot outside the railway station to wait for his owner. Even though everyday he didnt get to see his owner, he still continued to wait for another 9 years until it died. It's freaking touching. Now my mind dont even wanna think what will happen to me if Jewel is not with me anymore.she's bout 6 going 7 this year. Her life is getting shorter each time and i dont want to have to say goodbye to her next time. Damn. Okay next topic.. Yesterday at korean class i learnt how to say monday to sunday but i just cant remember.hehe^^ Im ageing. The thing that i will alwyas remember is how to say i love you in korean cos it's the first phrase that i got to understand. Thanks to jj's song.hehe^^ I can also remember quite a few more like "molra""araso""waeyo""mwoyo""oe di""hu chu" and alot...hehe. My favourite is "bae go pa yo" which is Im hungry:))hehe^^ It's helpful when you're starving:)) Okay, i shall stop here.Annyeong~!^^

The best damn thing..

2010-02-05T21:36:00.002+08:00

Yay im done with the drama,creating destiny:)Gonna go meet drey ang and ravin at town tomorrow..for dinner and movie:)im so looking forward to it:)))

much loves from mel

Six feet under the stars..

2010-02-05T00:54:00.003+08:00

Without school now,it just dont feel right.i cant wait for school to start and meet new friends and study a whole new thing that is different from primary and secondary school.jared is going to tp too business course.how cool is that:)the penguin lover!haha.too bad you cant have it^^and the best thing is athirah is going tp too.engineering school.jus opposite business block.hehe how niceee.im still wondering if i wanna take up track and field in tp.i dont know what i want..im lost somehow somewhere and i cant seem to find the right way out this time..but it's not the school just the cca.i love the school.i know im gonna enjoy my next 3 years there..doing projects with friends,having more freedom i hope.haha maybe get a bf there.haha!okay away from that studies seems more important but we'll see how.haha maybe the second meaning of bf.that one will be much simplier.im still watching creating destiny.it's a nice drama.after watching that i will move to idol army.2PM.dang.ji geum bae go pa yo.anyway,gtg tomorrow gotta wake up earlier to meet aunty regina at raffles city shopping mall,11am.then my mum meeting us at 12pm.haha.i gotta remember to bring money if not no money to shop.hehe^^okay shall sign off now.Annyeong hi kaseyo~!^^
much loves from mel

P.S. Official move over to new blog shall be around this week or next week.i shall set the date soon.

Your call..

2010-02-04T16:09:00.002+08:00

Im all alone again in the house.looking at empty spots of every something.

Rainism..

2010-02-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

HIIII!everyone i have changed my blog again.ask me for my url!kamsahamida~!i changed it to a cuter name:)inspiration of 2pm:))you'll know when you see it so ask for it!:)byeeee~!

annyeong hi kaseyo..

2010-02-01T02:12:00.003+08:00

Korean class started today:)so interesting.the teacher is katherine park.reminded me so much of jay cos he's jay park.english name with korean surname.okay this is super short post cos i need to off com soon.im yawning like mad.so that's the sign of my bed caling me to lie on it.cant wait for korean class 2:)hehe^^i love learning korean even though it's really hard and confusing.me and athirah's gonna meet up one day this week:)most probably wednesday to like revise korean:)hehe^^hardworking little girls!i know we are for the sake for 2PM!
much loves from mel

Silver moon sparkling..

2010-01-27T00:58:00.002+08:00

This is the final battle where the hottests must unite as one for jay to comeback..final announcement will be in febuary..so boycott people!for this one last part..

Okay change mood..I'm finally goingto learn korean:)I just register today and Athirah is going too:)the lessons are going start from this sunday.2-430pm.omgomodaebak!i cant wait!i will be attending the basic one then slowly intermediate then...molla(i dont know).i wanna really know how to speak and understand.so that next time when i watch korean shows,i cant just watch without sub:)hehehe^^okay tomorrow is posting day..i cant seem to fall asleep.im in like jetlag mood.i have the freaking feeling of wanting to talk to someone but i dont know who to talk to..this sucks total shit.alright.i shall go try and force myself into sleeping mood.
much love from mel

Bo peep bo peep...

2010-01-26T00:14:00.004+08:00

My mind is totally on its own..i wanna talk to someone but i dont know who.at this time i just dont know who is the one i should talk to..my mind has too much space being taken up.most by important stuff and some for nonsensical shit.important stuff are like jay's wellbeing..where are you jay?(i know where you are but still..)when will you appear again..and then,there are stuff like poly life..how will my friends in the poly be like?will i get a boyfriend then?will i meet great friends like tofus and mtw[yay,meeting you guys later on since it's pass 12:)]?will i be able to get good grades?will i still continue with jumps?will i be able to cope and like the course im in?so much worries..sometimes i just really wanna get a boyfriend now so that i can complain to him bout everything..school..life and all..but it's not that easy as it seems..you cant just snap your fingers*SNAP*and then*POOF*the right one for me appears infront of me.sometimes when people say"mel,you should be model.."sometimes,i think and day dream..i would love to have that type of job.take pictures and earn money but with my fat thighs and calves,i guess it wont be happening.im 1.75m with the weight of 57/58kg.like wth!i need to lose some weight but i cant cos food now,is just so freaking delicious!like chocolates,chocolate icecream with waffle and chocolate milk..omg whatever chocolate stuff you can think of,they're my total loves!EXCEPT dark chocolate cos they're bitter.hehe^^i wanna do a part time job but i aint getting the chance to cos of training!it's like every week mondaywednesdayfridaymondaywednesdayfriday.kinda no life isnt it.but that's my life..i cant choose it,cos it chose me..cos of track and field,im tanned and have muscles.ewww!it turns me off from training when i think of the final outcome.i dont wanna have muscular thighs or arms or calves!i wanna be slim.haha i just realise im ranting alot in this post.hehe^^oh one more thing that im pissed with!my com!the msn messenger isnt working all of the sudden!dang.okay tomorrow my dear wj,is going to packet macdonald breakfast for me and tere!:D im lovin' it! haha cos they're coming at 8am in the morning!:))it's so early cos reason#1:wanjun has training later in the afternoon so we put the gathering earlier so that we can have more time to play and chill out:)reason#2:tere have to leave at 2 plus cos she has some birthday thingy later on..reason#3:i have dental at 4.45pm at national dental centre:((dang,dentist!im dont like dentist cos..they just looks scary and just thinking of them drilling and extracting our teeth are just scary.i had to pluck 4 teeth in order to put braces.it was bad experience cos of the injections!!ahh!!scary!okay it's getting late and i have to wake up at 7am to give my wj a morning call:)i better go to sleep since my mum is also nagging at me bout the time.hehe^^im always going to bed late nowadays cos there's NO school!!whee~there's still like bout 3 months before my school start.hehe this is how poly life rolls!^^signing off now.byee~ave a good day/night:)oh and i decided to change my signature to pink since pink=leadja~!

lots of love from mel

We'll never lose faith in the PINK one..

2010-01-25T13:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JUNHO!!

I'm sorry i cant laugh for you..

2010-01-24T21:46:00.002+08:00

Anyone who plans to go poly and is interested in acting,please tell me!!cos i've got a friend who need two female actresses for his project to film a music video!he needs to have two actresses by this thursday so tell me asap if you're interested!!

Annyeong haseyo chonun melissa imnida~

2010-01-22T00:07:00.005+08:00

I want to learn korean!!!someone just tell me a place where i can go there for korean language lessons!anyway i want to get a rebel scholar iphone case!!but dang,the one i like is limited edition and it is like 150 bucks.i'll be dead broke after that.but it's freaking nice.i need to go smudge store.anyone free to accompany me??im only free on tuesdays and thursdays though.but 26 im not free cos it's mtw day:)oh tell me which one is nicer..

Black?

Or White?

Dang,it's $69.90.haha is it worth it?it's from smudge store if you wonder why i want it so much.haha.i need a new bag like a half sling+handbag that type of thing.i want to shop but im quite broke....that sucks. oh and bou today,tofus(minus ravin who went to work)went to cineleisure for ktv.we bought anklets.we bought like in rainbow colours.we got our favourite colours still so it's daebak!haha.i got orange,athirah purple,ravin red(close to pink so hope you like it),sangee green,azie and lava different shades of blue(supposedly indigo or dont know what colour..)and xy got wooyoungie's colour(YELLOW!!)haha.it's just total greatness.signing off now:)

much loves from mel

Y, Why..

2010-01-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

I guess you do have my blog add..Anyway,im not gonna sit in your car!bleahhh~the identity of the girl as a deal,im not interested anyway.haha but from my view it seems like your girlfriend since you brought her home right.if she's not it's totally weird.haha.More bout today..
Today's training was a second killer comapred to cedar training on monday..haha!let me see if i can rmb the things we do ..

Jumps Circuit: [3 sets]
1. Ankle Flips(x5) + Back Ankle Flips(x3)
1. Speed Jump(x5) + Ice Skating(x3)
2. Tuck Jump(x5) + 1/2 Squat Jump(x3)
3. Single Knee Lift(x5) + Single Leg Hop(x3 per leg)
4.Windmill 1om,30m sprint

then, there was 8 stridings for around 30m to 40m.idk..then there was abs exercises...it killed me like totally.haha today's training at rjc was not any better..We did 2 rounds around track warmup,stretchings and..

Abs Exercise With Medicine Ball(3 or 4kg) [3x10]
1.Sit-up throw
2.Side Pass [per side]
3.Lie On Stomach Throw [haha dont know the exact name]
4.1-2 throw
5.I have no idea what it is called..

then, another round of..

Medicine ball exercises [except the last exercise]
1.Forward Throw(x10)
2.Backward Throw(x10)
3.Upward Throw(x10) [This was one of the total killer]
4.Double Leg Hop Up Big Steps(x10) [Knees still must keep straight.wthh.this was the killer of the day!!]

then..there was..
1.Shuffling(x3)
2.Straight Leg Bounding(x3)
3.Striding(5x50m)

haha my body has no strength...tmr going ktv at cineleisure..meeting tofus @ somerset mrt @ 12.30pm!be punctual ppl!!maybe i shall be a little late.should i??forget it i shall be punctual.i want to sing:)although i might not sing well but heck lah it's so fun!:)okay hopefully my training will be in rjc on friday..cos they're having self-training weights training:))i wanttt! okay i shall stop now..byee~
much loves from mel
P.S. should i go extract the sundown seoul'd out 2009 videos from tape to cd/dvd for $35 per hour?is it worth it?

2ONEDAY!!

2010-01-16T00:18:00.006+08:00

The hotness of 11 members merged as 1..

2AM

2PM

ONEDAY

Once a AM/PM, forever one. Never 10 but 11..

Leadja,this is pink for you.

I never knew what i was but i knew once we start kissing..

2010-01-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

Okay this is like the 2nd day after results day..i got 2 As and im really happy with it but i think i really could have done better with my english..i think my narrative wrote out of point..that's why i got a C6:(it totallly just pulled everything down.but lucky only F&N and english are Cs,C5 and C6 respectively.then others are like all B3s..im quiite happy with my results EXCEPT english.damn it lah.haha and the best thing is amaths!!i passed it with like B3!like omgomo.it's daebakshiokgreat!haha.i mash words together:)im trying to learn just little bit of korean.but all i know is.."chincha=really","molla=i dont know","saranghae= i love you","ddae fan=pervert fan" and "otoke=what should i do"..haha should be correct right..haha!another one is "suga eobseo"..haha i still learning what's that.hehe.slowlyy i shall learn!haha. i wanna know how to speak it.haha.today i went tp to tour around with aunty linda,my mum,bernice and kenneth(should be right spelling)..i went there and i like the business course.it's like it's a broad based course.you learn the same core subjects as other courses in the first year then second and third year i wanna go into leisure&reesort management and like marketting area..i think the course is nice!!!haha.okay i need some sleep now.tomorrow's gonna be just another day..im lazy to go for training on fridayyyy:(( signing offf nowwww...

much loves from mel

"Only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo
Nandasi useul suga eobseo
It's only you my baby it's only you"

Time to love..

2010-01-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

Omg it's been since forever since i last update!haha okay quick update..
2 jan-grad night!my heels killed my feet!cos we had to walk from the sch out to potong pasir mrt!haha and then went ktv..eh i think i got update this part.haha.then got my ipone all.yup seems damn familiar.okay stop there.
today,i went to mind's cafe with the lovely tofus(minus azie,who is in korea!*jealous*)..shawa was not there sadly.haha.but cheeheng was.omg he's one weird guy..anw,it was great fun!haha.then i bought beard papa cream puff!6 cost me 11 bucks!burnt a whole in my wallet!and then went to citysquare with parents,aunt and her friend and they shop at bysi like forever and totally annoyed cos i want to come home bath and read the addictive 2pm fan fics!!haha im totally in love with it.then now here i am waiting for the dear writers to update.and please do it fast cos it's killing me with all these cliffhangers!(learnt this word from my dear WXY)haha.okay tmr im gonna have training at toapayoh stadium from 9am then will meet yq at toapayoh mrt at 12.30pm then we'll go nyp for open house to meet caryn but more like saying hi and bye..saddening!brother ryn,meet up soon after open house yeah!and then shawn gonna bring me and yq around.haha i kind forget how i start talking to him.haha i only rmb something like he added me on fb then i know he's from ats too.but yeah.haha.okay anw,i need go have some sleep!im gonna have panda eyes soon but actually i dont really care cos..idk.my dad say must off com at 1am.hmm.im gonna off it now anw.:D good girl:)hehe.okay gtg!i shall stop here for today.nights!
much loves from mel

P.S. thanks athirah for the bracelet!now we got more tofus stuff:) and mtw we got the bunny shirt so we must wear it when we go out yeah.love you guys mtw and tofus!

Tonight's gonna be a good night!

2010-01-03T03:49:00.002+08:00

Omfreak!when i got home,come out from shower,i saw an iphone box sitting on my human size bear's lap!my parents got it for me today!omg!im freaking happy:))haha.today's grad night was alright.my heels were just too freaking high,making me feel like a giant and my feet sore like dont know what..but i love the heels.i went to grad night with dress,belt,accesories and heels.i save money from just doing simple things to my hair and i save money from not wearing any make up.hope i dont too pale or anything.haha.oh i went to sgcc's ktv from 11pm to 1am.shiok.then went to kallang macs.today was fun at azie's house and on the way out from school to the potong pasir mrt side cos we were like bimbos comoplaining.and i cant stand the way i held my bag but no choice.haha.bimbo for the night.im just happy tonight.tomorrow will be using my new phone!!:)))hugs and kisses to parents.thanks for the iPhone!<3
much loves from mel

P.S. wanna see photos from grad night go facebook!:)

All the single ladies..

2010-01-01T04:18:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!

To those i love..
MTW,Tofus and many more..i love you guys with all my heart.thank you for making my 2009 a bearable year and a fruitful one..thankyou for all the fun,laughter and joy that you guys brought into my colourless life and paint it with millions of colours.all the shopping,movie dates,dinner dates,study dates,picnic,zoo outing and ktv sessions.these really bring alot of joy to me when i think of them whenever i feel down or empty.and thankyou my dear wanjun!thankyou for talking to me on the phone and sing to the tunes from our itunes or cd player.4 years of friendship.and to my dear tere!i typed wrongly today is the messages to MTW.it's 3 years alr.haha.my maths got serious problem.hah.anyway,thankyou for listening to my secrets and not spill out anything.thankyou for being a trustworthy friend to me all this while:)and my tofus!thankyou for the zoo outing,picnic@botanic and grad night dress shopping:)thanks to you guys i got myself a dress,a pair of heels and some accessories in just one day:)amazing:)and to the others that i never mention,not that you're not important in my life but i cant type all out in this one little post.hope you guys dont mind!

To the one i once loved..
Thank you for the 4 months.even though we might not talk now thankyou for listening to my complaints and being there everytime i msg you when im bored.and even for the little things like saying morning and goodnight which made my days and made me sleep more sweetly and soundly.i might not have said thanks for these little things but it really meant quite alot to me since it was my first relationship.

Anyway,in this new year..i hope everything will be great and hopefully,i get into the school i want with the good scores and not with any help..new year,new beginning.it's time to erase and refresh.things that are good may remain but may all the bad memories or experiences be washed away for me to be able to start all over again.

much loves from mel

The man who cant be moved..

2009-12-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

Today's training was a killer.we spent like 1 and a half hour on leg drills.then got one drill nicole leaded wrongly and the wrong one we did was so much harder than the one that we were supposed to do.my shin got a blue back after doing the wrong leg drill.i didnt hit anything and it just appear after i did that leg drill.i discovered it when i felt pain in my shin.sucks totally.tomorrow's shopping day.haha and you the baby cant curse me to cant shop cos it's alr set!bleah:p haha!i cant wait to shop for my dress like totally!oh and today i went to plaza sing with my parents and i went to cotton on.it had 50% off.i got a top for only 12.50!how shiok can it get:)haha and my aunt got me a dress top.it's abit short for a top so must wear leggings.yippee two new clothing added to my closet!tomorrow shall have more:))))i cant wait to meet you guys tofus!and mtw,this wed i got no training:)i see if i can work out anything by tmr kay so that we can go out.i miss you guys hell lot.
much loves from mel

P.S. i need to pass you the shirt tere!

And the hearts are all over the world tonight..

2009-12-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

29 dec tofus! orchard mrt @ 12.30pm..please be punctual!especially you xy!i really want to have more time to shop so that the dress we find will be the best:)tomorrow's training..toapayoh stadium as usual.8.30am..i dont wanna go training.im damn tired of waking up so early.moving on,plans on new year's eve.dinner's gonna be at a jap buffet restaurant:)sushi,inari and tempura all..gosh,i think i will gain some weight from that night.that's bad!haha.

Mood:sad
Reason:i cant get the tickets for ft island fanmeet and autograph session in january:(
Things that i do to make myself happy:listen to music and recalling the incident that reminds me that i moved on,finally.

much loves from mel

When the roof cave in and the truth came out..

2009-12-27T02:50:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Taecyeon!

Hearts 2pm forever.they're not seven, they're one..jaebeom shii~ is love!

come back love!

Today the citylights kids went to sgcc for ktv.from 9pm to 12am:)jiaming!you seriously damn cui!haha.the first experience of 'K'ing with you is a bad one.haha the other citylights kids are gonna go for another without you.hah.you talk like you're shouting.big ego.and like freaking bad attitude.forever like wanting to fight.gosh..anyway,kor your voice is not bad eh!first time hearing you sing infront of us like after 16 years of living on earth:)and i got "i zou kan', the $2 chinese magazine which has jj on the cover page!love!!!!haha.you look so good compared to the sixology album.i cant wait to be ale to go for your jj part 4.and i wanna go for ft island fans meeting and autograph session but it is like $100 and $50 dollars respectively..who wanna go and who knows where to get the pass!!!i want!okay i shall stop here.signing off with lovesssss.

much loves from mel

All the same to me..

2009-12-25T15:30:00.002+08:00

Thankyou for showing me,leaving me hurt for 10 min and come back stronger.the things you gave me may just be in my dustbin right now.thankyou for making me confused now.dont know if i was two-timed then or not.but anyway i really must thank you for showing me what life is really bout..

Bigger than love..

2009-12-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

Bintan..so many things happen.got to know three new people.one new impossible rumour.one broken padini sunglass.dont know if i should hate this trip or not.i couldnt play in the water nor kayak and other water sports.one is cos i got my period and then also,it's cos of the freaking bad sea condition.the waves were to big to havethose things.but still sucked cos i couldnt enter the see and play and couldnt play in the swimming pool.oh next thing..the christmas eve dinner sucked.it's 33 freaking bucks and it's 5 course meal.2 were like salads,1 is 2 chicken satay thingy,1 mini sandwich and 1 bread pudding thingy.which is freaking small too!the christmas 5 course meal is so not worth it...then the drinks are not refillable.it is like only one small cup per person.stupid.the restaurant has nice food for ala carte but not for the course meals.it's horrible.the waitress spilled iced chocolate on me and my friend who was beside me and didnt apologise.dont know is she just damn freaking rude and no manners or just freaking dumb that she didnt even know she spiilled it on us.her face is not smiley and it's like freaking black charcoal face.i wanted to just smack her to ask her to smile more.the restaurant that i went just now as stylopasta or pastastylo at city square second storey beside burger king.go there for ala carte but never go there for these 5 course meal or whatever shit.just go there and order normal food.spoil mood lah.today is freaking boring..anyways,im just gonna end here.bye!
much loves from mel

Entertain the pain..

2009-12-19T23:29:00.003+08:00

Leaving for bintan clubmed tmr!

Be back on Christmas Eve..

And i totally hate packing the luggage!

One by one..

2009-12-19T13:11:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy,Ye Ye and Jurong Grandma

Today gonna have birthday celebration dinner with my father's side family.im gonna have guitar lesson later.i wont be sending jewel to aunty saly's house.im gonna miss you jewel!take care when we're gone for these few days.love you lots!oh and forgot to tell you guys.im gonna go for a trip:)bintan clubmed:)shiok.5 days 4 nights.freaking great:)and when i come back.gonna have christmas celebration,go for manicure and prom shopping with tofus?or just xy..i have no idea too.

much loves from mel

一个又一个

一个又一个 排队等缘份
前面丢后面捡捡到的变恋人
丢的变路人
一个就一个手空着就开车
寂寞就先晾着坚强是种天份
直到更好的下一个
走了一个忘了一个
才懂眼泪对自己最残忍
笑着不会不舍得
来了一个爱了一个
只要确定感觉是真的
怕了就当作是伤多一刻
这一个或许是对的人

第几个100天..

2009-12-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

I bought my jj album.it's his 7th solo album,100 days.omg love him like hell.love his voice!today was supposed to be a happy day but my brother just ruined it all.in minutes time it'll be my dad's birthday and i bought him two shirts then cos my brother never buy so im supposed to share with him and i dont want cos it's my present.it's what i did for daddy and i dont wanna share it and let him have credits.damn you kor.you never get me presents at all..

Gimme the light..

2009-12-17T14:20:00.002+08:00

My Wishlist For Christmas!

1. Pretty dresses

2. Pretty heels

3. To be able to go out with friends whenever i want

4. Picnic Outing

5. Star gazing session

7. Num orange backpack

8. Iphone

9. Ft Island Album

10. 2pm Album

11. Puppy Shih Tzu

12. Sentosa trip and ktv after that

much loves from mel

I want a gossip girl..

2009-12-16T23:12:00.004+08:00

Yay!people i can go out on 29 december to shop for my prom dress.it's freaking great!yay.haha and today we found a great dining place at citysquare shopping mall.it's called stylo pasta.the ambience there is just great.the deco and all is designed by their own cheef and all and made by the waiters.cos they know capentry(not sure bout the spelling).but isnt it like super cool.love the place!im gonna have my christmas dinner there like at 8pm on christmas eve right after coming back from the bintan trip.coolio.then on new year's eve we gonna have dinner at the jap buffet dining place.it's great.but im sure gonna grow fat and that's bad cos my grad night isnt over yettt!okay signing off..
much loves from mel

I was crazy about you..

2009-12-15T20:14:00.002+08:00

I watched new moon alr!i think it's okay.more action than twilight.like duh~i think jane's power is just cool.haha.okay friday!jj album will be out.and oh about the sundown seoul'd out.it was freaking awesome!lee ji soo the cute guy,hongki and jonghun is so cute!they are just love!haha.jennifer kim is ur new idol!cos she lost her ticket,then she climbed over the freaking short wall then enter and she got the first row!im jealous!i wanna do the same but i scared that i get found for doing that thing.haha.i dont have the guts.heh.she's pro!this concert is definately worth $68!i am so going to seoul'd out 2010!haha i told IZ if i find a way to get my videos ouot of my tape then he will let me join his queue!:)he say he'll camp overnight next year.haha he rock too.and Iz your blog is like a mini allkpop thingy.it's like news on some stars like your favourite SNSD and like some weird news then videos are there too.quite cool.haha.okay i shall stop here.i dont really have anything to write about.oh tomorrow's training in new school.cool.and jewel's gonna be put at aunty sally's house on 19 dec.i think you will read this blog so dont stay at home on 19 dec,cos i DONT WANNA ruin my day after i SEE YOU.just get the message and go out.and when you hear that im gonna go your house to bring back jewel go out or just stay in your room and sleep or something.it'll be FREAKING HELPFUL.
much loves from mel

Bing bing bing..

2009-12-15T01:41:00.004+08:00

Jinjo

The Drawing Show

Lee Ji Soo the cute guy

(this pic he doesnt look cute..)

T-max

(i didnt know the woobin guy is in tmax!)

Mario and Park Si Nae

Ft Island

(Hongki&Jonghun the loves!)

Brown Eyed Girls

Really loved Sundown Seoul'd Out Concert on 12.12.2009!It was great fun even though my arms and legs were aching like mad.i shall update tmr.cos i wanna go sleep now.nights!

much loves from mel

Love so blind..

2009-12-12T01:36:00.001+08:00

YOU'RE A TOTAL JACKASS!

Were the angels that lonely..

2009-12-10T23:05:00.006+08:00

http://www.performbetter.com/catalog/matriarch/images/landing_art_4_pik_2.gif

Haha i think this picture is super cute but it's blur here so go to the url.it's so cute but hopefully mr seem dont see this cos he get inspiration for new leg drills from almost everything!haha.it's quite scary..

NEXT FRIDAY'S THE DAY!haha i cant wait!im gonna go popular to get the CD hopefully they have by on that day.if not it'll be such disappointment.cant wait.but tomorrow sad thing is training is in toapayoh stadium.that means more tan and more muscle aches to come:(and i wanna watch new moon.i havent watch it yetttt!haha.i've been saying this for quite awhile yet i still cant do anything cos i've noone to watch it with me.and 29 december!is the prom dress shopping!yipee!and prom heels too!it'll be my first more than an inch heel.hehe.dont kill me for wearing it and making myself taller.i dont like to be too tall myself but i have no choice!heels are the nice footwears!and it suits dresses!dang~okay i have to wake up early tomorrow for training.so gtg byeeee~!

much loves from mel

A slightly moody day..

2009-12-09T23:11:00.006+08:00

Today's training was alright.haha the high jumpers named a dead rat Jerry.i suggested it:)hehe.omg but wen we first discovered it behind the high jump mattress cos S was standing just like a foot away she looked down cos she smell something bad then she started screaming and before i saw the dead rat,i jumped away from the mattress and look down then i see it.i gave a short scream then ran away.haha everyone there were like looking at us.haha quite embarassing.when the cleaner uncle came to sweep it away he still say go BBQ it.i was damn grossed out.yuck.haha but today not much muscle ache cos it was quite slack except the last part when me and aisyah had to do up slope striding.but the warming up was reallyyyy horrible.my stamina sucks like hell now:(Anyway,i still havent watch new moon...sian!i need to watch it soon.
i got the sun's down seoul's out tix alr!yipee!i shall list down things to bring on that day when i leave house for guitar class and what to wear..
1.Wear tank top
2.Bring cardigan
3.Wear shorts
4.Insect repellant?
5.Guitar
6.Umbrella
7.White papers
8.Markers
9.Camera
10.Ticket

Haha and handphone and money of course:)omg i cant waitttt!after training on friday,im gonna get my jj album and maybe 2pm's one!then i need another day for my prom dress shopping.tofus!30 i cant!i got training!!!29 can??contact me kay!okok im stopping here.byeee!
much loves from mel

For what it's worth..

2009-12-08T21:15:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS A TOTAL FUN PICNIC DAY!!

Haha today there were a prawn, a jackass,our adopted-for-just-a-day kids,many snacks and seven tofus with great singing skills(haha!).today is a you're-my-number-one-guy!haha.and there was a story bout a jackass and a girl.jackass says stuff to the girl to save his prides but it made the girl angry and the girl ignores the jackass.and then the girl goe into a if-you-talk-to-me-i-also-wont-talk-to-you state of mind cos she really hates the jackass.haha.what a great story dont you think!:)2nd part!the girl talks to her cute little friends about the jackass of hers and they totally hates him enough to call him a bitch but the girl stop them cos....she thinks it's a total INSULT to the dogs:)heh.love the girl!hehehe.okay i shall stop here.back to picnic site!i had lots of fun.we talk,laugh and sang our lungs out.haha.many passer-bys looked at us as if we were animals in the ZOO:)haha.love this day.my cheeks are freaking red when i got home!it's like horrible.tomorrow got training.im quite happy.haha can lose calories:)hehe.omg yes 4 more dys to ft island and brown eyed girls!and today me,xy and azie learnt the "i hate you" dance to dedicate to all idiots/jackass/bastards and whatever cursing names you call them.okay i shall stop here for today.byeee~

P.S. You're my number one guy!:)

much loves from mel

A song for the fool..

2009-12-07T23:32:00.002+08:00

Haha it's 3 december..think this one is from overseas.ANYONE FREE~?i wanna go watch the movie.dont care if many say it's not nice i just wanna watch it.haha.cos im gonna watch all twilight movies.haha.Just drop a tag say you're free if you are free on tuesdays and thursdays!but not tomorrow.i going picnic with tofus.hope my aches get better.i think i will be able to walk tmr and hopefully able to train on wed.i want to train but the stupid muscle aches make it so hard to jog.okok i shall go pack the snacks for tmr.see you tofus tmr.potong pasir,8.30am and leave for botanic garden:)))

much loves from mel

Dont wanna try...

2009-12-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

ToMoRrOw Is AnOtHeR dAy~!

100 days..

2009-12-06T00:14:00.002+08:00

CANT WAIT!!18 DECEMBER!

Im gonna go buy his album on 18 december somehow..but i'll be having my training in cedar(cedar avenue).new school.can see and be jealous bout it.haha.i heard it's freaking nice.cos there's auditorium all.jealous jealous.oh man im having headache again:( okok i think i shall sleep early today.i shall go wish aunty regina happy birthday on fb first since it's after 12am:)byee~

much loves from mel

Nan pabo raso...

2009-12-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

I THOUGHT I WOULD DIE TODAY!!!the training was tough and it was my first training somemore.my ld injury kinda came back.my hip hurts when i walk.i thought i could tolerate it but it was so bad that when i stood up and wanted to go for stridings when seeing everyone there,that my legs would give way even before i even get to squatting position before standing up.and during the jumps circuit training,i totally needed alot of strength to breath..i thought i was just gonna faint there.but luckily i didnt if not i will be in hospital and not here using com.haha.mr seem ask me to train 5 times a week and i think i will just die.should i try out for a week and see if i can take it?i dont wanna push myself too much that i end up in the hospital cos it's been like 4 months since i last train..anyway i got a serious headache gotta head off to bed.it's like being hit by a freaking big truck.giddyyy...okok gtg byeee!
much loves from mel

twachituki

2009-12-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

Today i dont have much to say.haha.just wanna post something.tomorrow im going for my first training after damn freaking long like...since july after ayg is like 4 months.gosh,i think i will die tomorrow.warming up will just totally kill me alr..people!pray for me.haha.hope i dont fint halfway during the warm up.leg drills,stridings...im freaking out alr!okok gtg sleep.haha first time sleeping so early after o levels:)also,im so in love with the drama,you're beautiful.love hongki's(jeremy's)eyes.they're just so nice to look at.haha and taekyung(hyungnim!)haha.the way he try to think why he kiss the girl,he drew circles.haha.his way to think bout stuff is so funny.okok i think i will go on non stop.byeeeee!
much loves form mel

Take me away..

2009-12-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS ZOO DAY!!

Today was tiring but fun at the same time.it was a great day.met many animals:)haha.it's like looking back at our childhood times.i miss those days where we were just little kids with no worries.we just play,eat,sleep,play,eat,sleep.haha.so relaxingggg.haha today me,xy and lava went to play the water and it was so fun.i didnt expect myself to enjoy the water playground but i did amazingly.when you play those stuff you will feel just like a little kiddo again.heh and the a-bit-smaller-than-wild-wild-wet-water-filling-thingy is so fun.the water just came down and you can see the little kids will sit there and wait for the water to come down and once all water is poured you'll see them running around again.and next stop we also went to carry guinea pig(correct spelling?) and rabbit.haha.they're really cute little creatures.and then after that we went for the elephant and splash showes and they were really boring in general for me after watching the elephant show in thailand where the elephants were amazingly great!then at the end of the day when we were heading back to amk hub onbus 138 almost all of us were dozing off.haha.and we all smell like the zoo which was freaking gross!haha.but thanks to the tofus!i had great fun today.and ravin!dont worry i took a pic of white tiger for you but it's freaking small though.haha.hope you had fun with your cousins and cant wait to see you soon during our tofus" next outing!!!and thanks xy!the shirt is reallyyyy niceeeee!!!okay i shall stop now!byeee!

P.S. new moon's out tmr!!!!:))))

much loves form mel

remembering sunday..

2009-12-01T00:55:00.004+08:00

Dont Love..

"I Love You"..3 stupid words that i said before in phone calls,in messages and in letter..how stupid can one get.but thanks to you i know how foolish i am in the past.paper hearts.straw hearts..guess we're really "DAMN different"(quoted).

Dont you just love this shirt:)"im not shy i just dont like you".haha.now if you're wondering..right after your spy came into the picture,i kept the necklace and ring back into the box,in my DRAWER.haha thanks to the malacca trip i got this shirt and im loving it:)just wore it today.bought many tops and like 3 dress.one that is a pretty one and the other two is the more casual one.haha.

much loves from mel

You got your pop star..i'll be your rockstar..

2009-11-30T01:17:00.002+08:00

I'm a Happy Little Girl!

my cupboard is replenisheed with few clothes:)haha.but there is the worse the place to get gifts.i tried to find something nice to give but all are clothes and like stuff toys.i couldnt find anything for tofus cos i cant find anything that comes in 7.tmr going for a lunch thingy with laoshi with the class.i think it's gonna be great.gonna meet them 2pm at redhill mrt.haha.hope i dntt lost okay i shall stop now update later.need to off com now!haha.

much loves from mel

Ring ding dong...

2009-11-27T03:11:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow going to malaysia!!

Shopping here i come!!haha.cant wait to go shopping for clothes tomorrow!it's gonna be like replenishing my wardrobe i hope..hope there are nice and average cost clothes.my parents keep saying the food is going to be great there.i scared im gonna grow fat!haha cannot,must control the amount of food i eat during these few days!and people who read this,dont message me arh!cos i will not be in singapore.haha.i dont plan to sleep now.im gonna sleep on the bus.hope the bus is a comfortable bus.goah,my tail bone area like got sharp pain like suddenly when i move but not all the time so still quite okay.did i forgot to bring anything...i think i brought everything alr.lalala!jumpers chalet was great.haha and the hide and seek was freaking tiring.i was perspiring like hell even though we stay put at one place.haha our hiding place is damn hell good!meg,yiling,aisyah!our hiding place rocks!!the presents and letters you guys gave me is really great too.love the stuff toy dog,caramel(new name for it),the shirt(haha i come in pieces..it's damn cute).the letters,i will keep them forever.thank you jumpers for making training in cedar more tolerable and fun and it's with you guys supporting me that really pushes me further.thanks for the chalet too and the treasure hunt.haha.i shall stop here now.nightsss!

much loves from mel

But nothing ever happens..

2009-11-24T15:33:00.003+08:00

TODAY!

I'm leaving the house for three days!!!haha for jumps chalet!cant wait.i will be leaving soon to meet wen at pasir ris mrt first at 5pm!!!it's gonna be so fun but at the same time sad cos it's farewell party for us sec4s and it means our ending in cedar jumps journey..im gonna miss the jumpers hell lot.you guy have been such great people to hang around and it is you guys that made the training more tolerable and more fun.im gonna miss you too mr seem!!!without you,i will not be in cedar,i will not be what i am today and i will not have met jumpers,classmates,mtw and the tofus!thank you mr seem!without you,i will not even get to stand on the podium during national meets and will nt get a chance to participate in wala and ayg.you've become like the jumpers' second father.without you,i would not have achieve this much.

much loves from mel

You're a heart.heart.heart.heart.heartbreaker..

2009-11-23T23:01:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's Jumps Chalet!!

I seriously cant wait for tomorrow!!it will be such fun!i'll be staying over for all three days!hehe.*smiling widely*im still struggling with all the letters to write!gosh there are so many!i need to pack my bag too!how how?so many things to do tonight!haha.meeting wen tomorrow at pasir ris mrt at 5pm!i wonder how big my bag's gonna be!with com all it'll be horrible so many things to bring.must remember to bring socks so that can play bowling.haha and now i can play pool!!!whee!!!then right after chalet going malaysia.it's like continuous.haha.cant wait cant wait.but sadly im gonna miss one guitar lesson:( oh and today went for ktv again!at marina square!haha this time with tere!it is so fun.we dedicated some songs to ppl:)and one song is baby baby by jj lin to amanda poh!:) okay i think im gonna just stop here.

much loves from mel

And all the stars are holding you..

2009-11-22T19:50:00.003+08:00

Damn couldnt make a post the past few days.i'm gonna get busy soon!this coming week is gonna be a very eventful one!tomorrow mtw's outing will be at my house and maybe gonna go out for lunch or something then at night gonna go grandparents' house for dinner.grandma gonna cook meesiam.she told me not to worry that it's not gonna be spicy but i worrying now.haha.had to force a really bright smile.but it was quite easy cos Os is over and everything seems happy to me and at least she cared bout me and told me that:)everytime i always felt she only care bout my brother and i didnt really felt like a granddaughter to her and hope that one day maybe she'll see me in her eyes.now im really glad she told me those stuff.im really happy.haha.times flies pretty fast and grandparents are getting older each second and not only them us too.i wanna have moree memories with them then regret not doing so next time.really lucky to have both side grandparents here with us.okay now moving to last friday.it was my day out with bobo.we went to have students meal at pizza hut cos i felt hungry from not having breakfast.met my friend that i made with studying dates with ravin cos we went there for lunch then the girl like pink too.haha.then me and bobo left for orchard cinleisure for ktv!hehe.so fun.we sang our hearts out and it was so funny cos there were stuff like wanjun's selfish acts and songs deicated just for turtle!haha.totally hilarious some of it.then we went orchard ion then fareast then after that back to ion for coffee bean then we camwhore abit.took damn little photos.kinda sad.tmr gonna take more!hahaha!okay im stopping here.update you soon!
much loves from mel

My tears run down like razor blades..

2009-11-20T00:55:00.006+08:00

Thinking bout the day at sentosa it was real fun.i didnt see any boundaries that stood in my way not letting me to move.i can run with all my might on the sand,feel the breeze blowing in my face,lie on the sand,play in the water and run everywhere.there were no one to stop me from doing what i want.it's what i wanted to feel all these time and i'm really happy to be able to fell that just once.this compensates for the times that i cant go out and it feels really good.i felt so light that i thought i could just reach for the sky:)

Gives you hell..

2009-11-19T17:36:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's it.shopping with my bobo at orchard ion.maybe this will be the perfect plan.i'm totally pissed with _____ not because of the things _____ said but is cos of that extra person who i dont know who the shit is it that told him stuff.so now i guess we cant even be friends anymore cos of that idiot.if i ever find out who the hell is he or she.he or she'll will just pay for it.i guess the person reads my blog and has his number and the people who is eligible for those two categories is freaking little but i just cant believe it so i dont want to believe it until the truth comes out one day.hah maybe the person likes _____.this is so freaking nonsense.seriously who will be so freaking bored to ruin some other people's friendship.i really hope you will live your life filled with guilt and never be able to find someone who will forgive you.gosh,now all thanks to that idiot im turning into some bitch.F off you for changing me.argh.shall sign off now.
much loves from mel

why is there still that bit of sadness..

2009-11-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

I dont know why all of the sudden and this is kinda freaky.i guess you might just know my blog or something.but it's quite impossible.i didnt tell you anything bout this.but wth..why is there still a tinge of sadness when i read those stuff you sent.i'm trying real hard to wash you out of my mind but why does it have to keep hitting back..so i guess this is really it.freak mel,you freaking idiot just stop thinking and move on..i guess it just takes time especially you were my first boyfriend.lasted 4 months.if only all these memories can be washed away by the rain from the sky and erasing you from my mind..bobo,i need to talk...

All the small things..

2009-11-18T13:45:00.002+08:00

Another lonely day at home.this is freaking boring but it should better than going out with _____.i think if i go out with _____ everything will be more miserable and more awkward.now i'm like half looking forward to friday and half not looking forward.damn it.i'm only looking forward cos i will get to go out with my bobo.haha bobo and i will be shopping.girls day out except it's missing turtle.now thinking what i'm gonna do with my time in this holiday,i'm kinda dreading it.i want to go out everyday and maybe work once my friends start school.but wont it be like freaking boring cos i'll be working with strangers that i totally dont know at all!hmm i've always wanted to work in ben and jerry's cos can have ice cream everyday.hahaha.but that will means up in percentage of body fats and that's not good.i cant wait for the grad night on 2 jan.it's freaking far away.damn hell lot of time for me to slowly shop for my prom dress and hopefully a nice heels that will not make me towering over the people attending it.haha and hopefully i dont fall in heels.i've never really wore heels before except the ankle boots but the heels is the thick base type so it's freaking easy to wear.another thing..i'm still stuck on how to write letter to the juniors..i totally suc at writing letters and there's like so many juniors!i completed the sec 3s but now still got sec 2s and sec 1s.my hands are really going to ache or maybe not cos i'm typing it out.okay i'm signing off now..
much loves from mel

if i had a chance i wouldnt have said yes and led you on in the first place..

2009-11-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

Rebonded my hair and now it's bangs!

I'm bored..wont someone save me from freedom?haha.yesterday i tried to stay up till 5am but didnt make it.damn..i'll try beat you some other time:)haha.i always wonder if messaging someone every single day.will that person ever get bored of you?haha.i shall go ask that person later.haha but asking this question will be super random.oh crap another thing._____ ask me out today.that person ask if i can go out tomorrow but i just dont feel like it.im alr having lunch before meeting my bobo on friday and now wednesday another one?i just told_____ that i cant go out last minute cos my dad wouldnt allow.it's partially true but partially is i dont want _____ to get the wrong idea..i want to stay friend with _____ but i wonder if _____ will accept that.let's just hope i'm the one who is thinking too much and it's just a normal lunch on friday..okay happy things now..i cant wait to go out with bobo to ion and walk walk!haha.bobo must bring money kay!then can shop abit at fareast after that cos ion stuff i cant afford with my savings now.haha.23 nov!another thing to look forward.we'll go crazy haha.okay gtg out alr.

much loves from mel

damn i didnt get to rebond my hair...

2009-11-16T21:47:00.002+08:00

I have decided that I will change back to bangs!

Today was boring..didnt get to go out.couldnt find someone to go out with to do something with.i have lots of things on my to do list but i dont know how to cancel them or should i say who to cancel it with.haha.i want my ktv quick.oh updates..xy is in taiwan now.sangeetha has finally finished her Os officially(:im really happy for her.and xy dont forget to get me something!friday im going lunch with someone that i will only want to be friends with and nothing more and really hopes he gets it and at 1pm,im gonna leave bishan for Ion orchard with my dear bobo!and my turtle!wish you have a happy and safe trip tmr!take yeah yeah.bobo and i will be waiting for you to come back so that we can have a MTW outing and also not to forget 23 november at my house!:)next week's gonna be one busy week!24-26 chalet at aranda with jumpers and 27-29 malaysia trip with family!there will be SHOP till legs break again.good way of training too.haha.need to write letters for jumpers too.i suck at writing letters.dieee..okay nothing more to write for now.

much loves from mel

wj i guess you love my blog(:

2009-11-16T01:13:00.003+08:00

Bangs or side fringe?

im still thinking.but i think it's too late to think more.tomorrow im gonna go rebond my hair..

side fringebangs

thinking hard!~

much loves from mel

Wanjun's invasion no.2

2009-11-13T14:46:00.008+08:00

HI MEL! I'm here to say, WE SURVIVED Os! haha, okay yes, you are already done with it 2 days ago. Haha, anyway! I can't wait to go your house and play play play! Besides that, still have Sentosa, play pool/bowling, prom shopping and the list goes on! So exciting please! Haha, yeap yeap! I'm super high now, hahahah! Aww, Vjc trng for me is going to start soon I guess, I'm going to be some chaota person once again. Anw, haha, I miss you like crazy Mellllllllllllll! Meet up soon k, don't think I can't wait till 23rd! Heh, okay, enjoy yourself for all you can! Later time flies and we'll be getting out results already. Haha, okok, see you real sooooon! Heehee(:

LOVE,

Wanjun <3>

FREEDOM!

2009-11-13T01:55:00.001+08:00

OVER..IT'S OVER.
it's like finally after so many millions of hours of looking into those stupid textbooks and notes and now im going to pack them into plastic bags and throw or give away!wheeee!

much love from mel!

NEXT WEEK!

2009-11-02T20:28:00.004+08:00

9 DAYS FROM NOW!!!

I cant wait!!!it'll be shopping with xy on 11/11!haha.then sentosa trip to do some stuff with xy again either on friday or thursday!whee!okay my blog's gonna be damn empty cos it's november start of a new archives.so go to archives if you're too bored of this(one post.heh)

loves much from mel(:

Tomorrow's kor #2's birthday!

2009-10-21T12:35:00.002+08:00

Mugging Fever

Oh god now life is like freaking boring..just 21 more days from today life would be totally different.it'll be going out with the tofus,mtw and other people.cant wait to step into the cinema once again.now im waiting for drey to type finish her descriptive compo then we'll go back to the mugging world.now is break time.today we just added a new to do thing after Os!haha it is to go rollerblading!oh gosh i wanna go prawn fishing too!i cant wait for the jumpers farewell chalet:)okay i shall stop now.byeee.

tmr's gonna be emotional day..

2009-10-09T23:32:00.004+08:00

It's been 4 years alr..thankyou all the ones who made up part of and most parts of my memories in my cedar school life.i reallllly loveee you guys hell lots.there's nothing in my life that can ever take these beautiful and wonderful memories of mine with you guys.MTW and THE TOFUS:)

P.S. a girl called SITI in pastamania recognised me from ayg and gave us staff discount of 30%.and after today i know ravin,aziemah and xinyi only loves me for that!!!haha!

It's hard to say goodbye,

Will we still be friends forever..?

We'll treasure our memories together,

As we go our seperate ways..

We'll hold our heads up high,

Keeping our dreams alive..

We're holding our hands together,

As we look back without regrets..

All the joys we had,

All the tears we shed,

These bonds will never be broken.

As we spread our wings,

and learn to fly.

We'll always remember,

'The Best Times of Our Lives'

xoxo,

tofu no.4

Newww slogan!

2009-09-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

YOU BITCH, WE DITCH..

haha.how's that?im totally pissed and not going to put in anymore effort in trying to save this friendship i once thought will last till after 'o's.i thought you were someone who gave good advice and was a good listening ear.now i guess it's just left with theTofus!haha.love the name.it's so cute.now the life that has no life is now..when you are to be a freaking mugger till after 'o's..and theTofus and made a list of to do list after 'o's..haha.here goes..

1.Movie marathon

2.WXY birthday bash

3.Go to the zoo and see animals like XY(hehe)

4.Shopping!for prom dress/heels/everyday clothes

5.Sentosa - luge/cinemania/tanning

6.Cam whore like hell

7.TheTofus chalet/bbq

8.Class outing - fnn girls cooks a full meal for the class(holy crap!we fnn girls gonna be dead tired after that)

9.Use computer everyday

10.Watch tv everyday

11.Go out everyday

12.Get a part-time job

12.Play hard,Pray hard,Panic

and hell lots more that i cant remember suddenly...haha.i waiting for my hair to dry but it dont seem to be any different from just now..omg cant wait for after 'o's!i cant wait for this no life life to be freaking over!haha.okay shall stop here here for the day..toodles!

xoxo,

tofu no.4

I'm dying...

2009-09-24T02:14:00.006+08:00

I'm dying..my throat is freaking pain and my nose is like a running tap.ahhhh.now i cant fall asleep cos too pain..dont think im going school tomorrow.cos i think i will dieeeee.but im damn sian cos im gonna miss quite alot and i hate it.tmr got emaths mock paper 2!and im going to miss it.now i will be one paper behind..okay moving on..someone said that he's giving up on me..do as you wish la.i dont care.now i got much more important stuff to do..now i freaking cant wait for after 'o's!i wanna go out with everyone!mtw to sentosa(:hehe.we'll "chem hor"[wanjun you're classic!].i made a video for you guys.haha i know some part like he stars part abit random but it fits so well with the picture(:haha.

Tribute to M.T.W.

hope you T and W will love it(:

xoxo,

mel

Princess post #01

2009-09-09T22:16:00.001+08:00

Hey Jumper guess who!

Since your blog's so empty, I thought i should leave a princess post to brighten it up! But I can't do anything but write words cause blogger doesn't work well when I'm using my Mac, pffft. Anyway, MEEEEEEEZZZZZ YOU I'M YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN!

The best of friends,
Can change a frown,
Into a smile,
when you feel down.

The best of friends,
Will understand,
Your little trials,
And lend a hand.

The best of friends,
Will always share,
Your secret dreams,
Because they care.

The best of friends,
Worth more than gold,
Give all the love,
A heart can hold.

MTW Forever and always, always and forever.

-Hugs of love and buckets full of sunshine!

INVASION!!!

2009-09-01T15:34:00.007+08:00

Headlines: Wj finally rmb the invade Mel's, and she wants to make Mel happy! ((:

One fine day, Wj was walking along the street, and she saw Mr.Joke opposite! yes, so she waved these card at him, and Mr.Joke lose his balance and fell into the longkang next to him. From then on, he became Mr.Lame Joke. ((: so sexaye eh? Heh, and guess what Wj waved at him? Okay apparently the picture upload thing don't like me. :(

and yes Mel, all the things that break you, are all the things that make you strong, you can't change the past, cause it's gone, and you just gotta move on, because it's all lessons learned. Be thankful for every break in your heart, be grateful for every scar, because it will only make you much much stronger than before! (go see theresa's blog)

Think of us(WandT) when you feel lonely, or sad, we'll always be there for you! <3

xoxo,
Wj (loveyou!)

blogger sucks..needa change

2009-08-31T16:12:00.003+08:00

Now everything back to normal..i cant wait for all these nonsense exams to be over.i want my freedom.and you boy in cap..seems like everything have changed..a little different.i dont feel as comfortable now.like when i say message me when you're done then you never reply me back..hmm.nevermind.keep this out of my mind first.today i went back to ats not many people from my class were there.quite little..i was with qihui,xiaofang,xinkai,darren lee,xuelin and her two friends.i met mrs lucy tan,foo lao shi,miss linda lim and mr low chee kong(:i miss av!haha.coiling the wires,running around and playing with the stage lights.i rmb the girls grp always will sabo the guy grp by hiding tapes.we kept on saboing each other.then everytime we get scolding.haha.todaywas quite an okay day quite humid and at ats it was freaking hottttt!i kept on perspiring..tired now.hope later can go watch movie with citylights kids(:

xoxo,
mel

why do you just dont learn..

2009-08-29T18:48:00.001+08:00

THE REASON WHY SO MANY GIRLS TURN GAY IS PEOPLE LIKE YOU..GIRLS TURN GAY COS OF THE MANYYY MANYY BASTARDS IN THIS WORLD..

today was fun but annoying much at the same time...

2009-08-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

OLE KICKS ASS*clap clap clapclapclap*haha.now i dont have sports day hangover cos now i got ktv hangover.queen,audrey.a(my melody),audrey.l,azel,alicia,nat.l,wxy!today was freaking fun!first time in my 16 years of living,my voice gone after going crazy and singing and dancing and everything..3 hourse straight singing!wheeee!so fun.but cos of some stupid stuff,i decided to not pon crab flower.im damn annoyed with you boy with cap.freaking annoyed.if you cant learn and be sociable then i have nothing to say.if you cant stand my friends,then you can just consider everything again...cos they're my friends,im as crazy and retarded as them..and guess wad..im freaking proud of it!im not gonna reply your message that only said:"okay".oh forget bout that.moving on to crab flower,i think it's quite interesting!quite funny and some parts sad..it's nicee.oh mr lim and the girlfriend sat behind me and lavaneiya.haha.damn funny.my bobo so interested la.haha.okay i cant say on too long...toodlessss!ole~ole~ole~ole~ole~ole~~....

xoxo,
mel
housecap of oleander 2009(and i think i was quite a failure,haha.)

Yayees!

2009-08-26T15:06:00.001+08:00

Omg yay it's all freaking over!prelim 2 is overrrrrr!wheeee.but tmr still have english o level oral wish me luck.and friday it will be so fun!sports day,kbox,then maybe meeting boy with cap then crab flower club.hope it's worth it.should i pon the crab flower club?should i should i?twenty bucks from edu save le...give me opinion people!!!click the "CH" of the "UNTOUCHED"at the top then you will see tag board...voting starts nowww!haha.

xoxo.
mel

omg another half down but plus back two halfs on 26/8

2009-08-20T13:16:00.001+08:00

Stupid i hate you chinese..why do i have to get such a freaking low grade.it's not better than just pass.wah sian.now i have to retake and have to take prelim 2 chinese wtshit.i wanna do well for the retest!i wanna make it worth it.i wanna count chinese in my L1R4.i wanna get into a nice poly.now that i have realised track and field achievements dont help a shit at all in dpa and dsa.two rejection letter..one from np and one from rjc.but the rjc i dont really care but np....wah sian la.idiot shit.i think im gonna appeal if i get good results like less than 15 for my L1R5 to RJC.then if got accept i will reject!so that's my aim of this year.to get good results and reject RJC when they ever accept me through sports appeal.haha.it will be so fun.but first i need to get good results.i shall go mug for my fnn now...hehe.stupid prelim 2.sucks to the max.hate you hate you hate you.

P.S. yesterday was a fun day.with a little mugging in the afternoon and fun somewhere and mugging hard at night(:

xoxo,
mel

half paper downn!!!!

2009-08-17T15:13:00.001+08:00

tmr is freaking amaths paper 2 and geog elec!someone save meeee pleaseee.omg dying from all these freaking mugging.my brain is going to stop workingggg.bleah.now gtg mug again.siannnn.

xoxo,
mel

2 and half down....alot more to goooo...

2009-08-13T14:31:00.001+08:00

I cant wait for this prelim 2 to endddd.i cant wait for the after prelims but also abit not looking forward cos if prelims 2 is down..'o'level's nexttttt!omggg.i think i will die.i meeting friend to study on wednesday.wonder wad time to meet.i will be studying physics.wad a stupid subject.i like dont have any sudjects that i like at all le..how?!haha.im a little hungry.never eat lunch as usual.nobody's home except jewel.after next week then will be 1 and half more papers to go then im done.quite fast ah.the someone next week whole week holiday la.lucky you!for me i only have wednesday that is free for next week.i hope after the papers got marking day then got holidayyyyy(:hehe.then can sleep!haha.okay like nothing much to write bout today..shall end here.tooooodles!

xoxo,
mel

i studied(:

2009-08-12T15:47:00.002+08:00

Haha i went mugging at bishan library yesterday.actually supposed to mug alone then met athirah and crystal at the busstop.mummy beat say she,athirah and crystal going too.then i was like okay.then we mugged on the same floor in librbry but different place cos boy with hat came to find me.then he read newspaper i study.yesterday was quite fun.i hate studying still though.nothing can ever beat my hate for studying.haha.aiyah need go offline alr.toodles!

xoxo,
mel

so many loves to love!

2009-08-04T18:41:00.002+08:00

I LOVE QUEENIE,THERESA,WANJUN,AUDREY(MELODY),AISYAH,AZIEMAH,RAVIN,ATHIRAH WHOEVER WHO MADE ME LAUGHED IN SCHOOL TODAY!today is a really tough day for me.i had enough stuff you keep me off mood andd there it goes,4I and housecaps and cheercaps stuff.if you wanna be just tell me in my face.i know you said stuff bot me to people and think you're talking behind my back when you're freaking right in front of me.i know you guys have been bitches since wad...er...sec 1 but at least be smarter and bitch bout people behind their backs and not in front.stupid people.stop pushing the blame to azel and asking her to tell me stuff bout the unfairness in the house and cheer caps positions.you want to tell me..tell it straight in my face okay.stop being such freaking assholes and pushing the blame to people who are not in this thing.

xoxo(to those who i love..stated above^^)
mel

mugging has alr started for me..

2009-07-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

Omg i'm dying from the mugging alr.even before i reached the ultimate mugging month of september.how to survive till then?dying from boredom and burning of my precious and limited brain cells.i'm already lacking and yet i'm still burning.stupid timetable that i have to freaking follow every single day from monday to sunday and sunday to monday and the vicious cycle of burning brain cells continue till 13 november when i hve no more 'o' level papers!i cant wait to get it over and done with but still of course get it done wit good results.i wanna work at toys'r'us.haha.the eight of us,my clique name,haha is planning to work there.got toys everywhere.haha.my favourite stuff toys will be there too(:haha.another option i will choose is ben and jerry's ice cream.haha.free ice cream everyday.omg shiok!cant wait.oh but i will need to start training by then so i have to choose those with days that i will be able to go on my free days.haha.omg now im supposed to be studying social studies.okay awhile more and i will stop.29/7 babe coming back,31/7 audrey ang's birthday!!!and express yourself dayyy!and cedar sports day high jump for sec 4s but sadly i cannot take part cos i have to study)):1/8 gathering for ayg track and field athletes at my house!haha.we shall go crazy on that day.hehe.so fun.hope people will bring their karaoke discs.cos i dont have any nice ones that are english.i got jj lin though but it is in chinese.so yeah..sian.dont have english ones.dont know where to get them from.haha okay i shall go study now.audrey ang just message me.haha.okay byeeeeee.

xoxo,(today we were talking bout gossip girl so i'm so tempted to do this.hehe.)
M

im depressed,just stay by me..

2009-07-16T18:06:00.003+08:00

Parents going to school on monday..my classmates some of them their parents going too..omg i dont wanna be a disappointment for my parents..it's not fair for them.i know i've been such a bitch sometimes when i talk to my mum when she starts to nag non-stop.sorry but i find it hard to control when someones nags at me..it's not that i wanna talk back at my mum but just that she just talks to me at the wrong time.21 july's my mum's birthday.i dont know wad to give her.maybe i will write a card and give it to her..something diff from the previous years.when i just buy stuff and give her.wth my father just said do you know your school called?and i was like wtf.then i know wadever im gonna do,he's gonna link it to that..tearing again and it's so annoying..

M

Oral's overrrr..

2009-07-15T19:56:00.003+08:00

Oral's over but i know it sucked..this is the worst day that i can get right after my birthday..today everything didnt really go the way i wanted it to..
1.the topic of the oral convo was so unexpected..it's bout my views on students wearing slippers to poly.wth!
2.i wanted to go down for recess but i had to finish my freaking english compre and summary that i have to hand up end of the day..so i stayed in class as if i was fasting..except with a nutella bread i brought to school.supposedly my breakfast at first.1 slice.so still hugry..but it was yummmmmmmy!love nutella.
3.i have to do fnn research for tmr..tmr im doing cwb planning tell 2 plus then after that i must go to freaking amaths remedial to 4.15pm-.-siannnnnnnnnn!
4.i wanted to go do my hair at tiong bahru but i realise i have to do fnn research so i went home....
okayi think that's all...omg the song,shadow of the day,originally was by linkin park but i love the version by boyce avenue!!!love the accoustic version of how to save a life by the fray too..and many more..like relize by colbie calliat.it's all damn niceeeee.okay i have two song stuck right in my head..first,shadow of the day.second, my heroine.thanks to the babe la.now im in love with that song.love the chorus hell lotssss.okay love everything except the screaming part abit freaky.haha.okay i shall talk bout yesterday..

it was a damn nice day..i wake up in the morning smiling cos it's my birthday.it's the day i feel really really special and ppl sing birthday song for you and gives many presents to you..the best is when the warmth i get from my friends' birthday hugs.thankyou you guys for making my day a great day in school even though the perios we had yesterday was dead boring.i rmb in the chem lab,we do experiment with fire and te first thing that came to my mind ws candles!hehe.i was so tempted to try and blow it.see if it extinguishes.maybe not.im not that breathful.i will die if i try extinguishing a bunsen burner fire.haha.i will look way too retarded.haha.and at night,i went to iluma for my celebration with my childhood peeps and their family and of course mine too.the food came so late.i was the last to eat):birthday girl should eat first one lo!haha.the shop gave me a slice of mango cake with candle and happy birthday writen on the plate on the side with strawberry sauce.damn nice la the words.okok i shall stop here!

last words:THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES AND MAKING ME FEEL REALLY SPECIAL ON 140709.

M

P.S. i will miss you

WISHLIST!!!<3

2009-07-13T21:49:00.012+08:00

WishList<3

1. Iphone 3G(S)

2. A hug from every friend i love and the ones i LOVE

3. A Shih Tzu Puppy

4. Camera

5. Everyone will be happy especially L,S,C,J,S(hope you guys will soon be okay!)

6. Many Presents from people i love..

7. Freedom

omg there's so many more..i want ppl to sing birthday song for me,clothes,anklet,heels,outings with friends and so much more..

omg people please stop..

2009-07-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

I dont wanna take side.both sides are my friends.i dont wanna hate anyone.please just stop.this isnt helping the situation right now.can we please be more united and think of solutions.if you guys continue,it's gonna hurt eveyone in the end and there are no gains from it.so just stop.okok next thing.i shall talk bout today.today in school,my first pe lesson in term 3..haha!it was hip hop dance lesson.i cant dance for nuts!the ribcage isolation thingy is so freaking hard.then the dance is so fast as in the legs part.i cant catch it.haha.the hand sweep legs movement is so weird.the lesson is fun but omg.i dance like shit!haha.i ws joking to queen say okay tonight go toilet practice dance cos got mirror!haha and she sms me just now askking me whether i got practice in the toilet.haha.she tok it for real!woah.it's so late alr and my brother's not back yet.if only i have half as much freedom he gets.i'll be damn happy.and as for old angmoh man!you make me smile so much infront of the com.spastic alert keeps going on.i bet the alarm's gonna spoil damn soon.i wonder how you did today..waiting for our results...hope i get to hear the results.haha.i think my mum's gonna come in anytime soon to make me sleep but i dont want to.i wanna hear the results and today is friday.friday night,the night is still young.i dont wanna waste it.omg i just realised that i have freaking hell lot things to do.one essay for mdm audra by mon,then testi stuff and then lastly,there is the F&N!!!!omg research research!!!F&N is killing me..i feel like just giving it up.but it's going to be 'o's soon!hai.my essay for mdm audra,im supposed to be writing on pets.omg so freaking sian!now i got another addition to my favourite words and phrases!it is:like duh~(haha.queenie,you guys will know!)haha!hai..i have sighed so many times today.cos of you know the situation right now..bout..ahem.okay no leakage.it is stressing me out.i dont want them to get hurt.they are innocent la please.stupid rumours.ppl spread it as if they were there and act as if they saw stuff that never even happen!fffff..okay keep cool!chillax myself!now im like some crazy freak talking to herself on the blog.haha!okay i shall stop now.and wj and tere,i will still be available!one not pair!haha!love you guys lots!!!!

M

back to school back from AYG

2009-07-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

Tired..back to school and we got back prelim 1 papers.and it sucked big time.i wanted to cry.watery eyes alr.but managed to hold back.oh i talked to wanjun for 2 hours on phone while talking to sean caryn jared and shahrir.jared maybe only a little..ahh crap i update another time gtg sleep.if not tmr tired!

M

roomies with clara and inez:)

2009-06-29T07:58:00.003+08:00

Damn you blogger!!!!you just auto save when i accidentally clear my long post!!!wtf!damn you.okay i have to blog all over again!!!

here goes.everything is going fine.today we had torch lighting ceremony and it's only for the people who no training.thoe with training can dont go.and cos of this the non trainng people have to wake up earlier.like yeah early.then on the first night me inex clara had this gossiping session of 3 hours plus.included a little girl talk in it.we camwhored after that.then we only slept at 4amplus plus!hha then next day got training in the morning must meet downstairs at 9am!thenbreakfast at 8am.so in the end we never go breakfast just straight go to the lobby.haha.just on time.then after training i cant rmb wad we do.and then we were at liangwei's room and dont k guys were there.as in they came in after that but dont know why.haha.then we tried to lock edwin in the balcony but couldnt cos me and clara no strength.then sharir ask:eh melissa you wearing make-up?then i was like huh..no.then jared was like also looking and asking the same thing.then they say do this,rub my cheeks to prove...haha wth!then before that during lunch time i was mistooken as a jap or korean cos the guy let me go to the kopitiam side but singaporeans the other side then they all were like eh mel,then i look back then they walking the other side.i was like shit.haha.damn funny.then as for training i cried.i cant believe i cried cos i was so stressed with my peformance.sian.high jump wasnt ood the long jump even worse..then mr seem ws like saying if moving up 3 dont help me go on board then he will ask dr velari to withdraw me from long jump cos it's wasting time:(i am freaking scared now.i dont wanna disppoint everyone who has high hopes for me..i dont want..but i dont know wad to do!!can someone please help me!!okay next thing..tonight is opening ceremony..7pm to 10pm!!wad the hell!damn long.haha.

M

P.S. Aisyah you rock!!haha.i bet yu're freaking happy!!!haha im really happy for you:))))have fun!!!i think that's your best birthday present right?haha:))))

ALL THIS SHIT WILL SOON BE OVER!!

2009-06-25T23:03:00.003+08:00

Omg yay!tomorrow's the freaking last paper!!!yayyyyy!then after tomorrow i will be checking into the swissotel..and yeah..ayg is here and soon going to be over..oh i must bring camera,laptap,ipod,money and......ALOT!and another thing.i havent change my spike nails!!!damn it.okay talking bout prelims.haha i think this prelim,im gonna fail every subject!today's amaths paper was even worse than yesterday the shitty amaths paper 1.then paper 2 suck even more!alicia the pro.did only one question!haha.super pro.tomorrow is the last paper.FOOD AND NUTRITION!haha.it's the last paper.i got no mood to study alr!hehe.that's why im blogging.okay im gonna mug tomorrow in school.since my paper's at 1pm!:)haha happy!can sleep one hour later than today.i shall reach school at 8am like athirah and beatrice:)haha.must study!no talking.oh talking bout last paper.that queeeeeeeeeeenieeee kohhhhhh!hah.today her last paper alrrrrrr!then you're leaving for malaysia!you lucky laaa.haha.i hope i can get permission to get out of the swissotel to shop!!!!parents NOT in sngapore!my brother in heaven la.no one at home to nag at him.haha.i bet he everyday not at home.he sure go sleepover at someone's place.haha.i wonder who's going to be my roommate.haha.

M

It was a fun day!

2009-06-16T23:31:00.005+08:00

I know it is a super late post cos the fun day was on 9 june!i went out with Siting.then watched movie(Dance,Subaru!)..omg the atrting made me and her cry alr.the twin brother of the main lead died then she could felt it when her twin brother die.she could felt that something happened.oh then we also went to take neo-prints.it's been so long since i took neo-prints.haha the camera took too fast till we got not enough time to pose properly.stupid machine.

but the decorating part cos no one was after us,we took our own sweet time to decorate.haha.then we put stuff like "call me"..haha!damn funny!oh then after that on the way to the mrt i walk past that liangwei then the first thing she did was "L" hand sign.wah annoying ah.haha.oh then after that we just walk away.then me and siting go city hall cos she meeting her brother and her friends.then after that we went to walk the place call city link is it?idk la.then after that oh her friend reach alr at coffee club so i follow her.then after that on the way back,i saw that liangwei again!then this time we diao each other.haha damn funny.oh then after that i escort siting to the coffee club entrance then waited for the brother.then once the brother reach i leave la cos they going in.so i walk back to mrt and lucky this time no more meeting.haha!!

okay next day,this is like on 13 june.me,sl and jm was like the only citylights kids there cos yq and dd never come cos not enough car space for them.then after that we went bowling for only 1 game.just ONE!haha.we damn loser.but after playing one game,my middle finger's knuckle was hurting alr.then so we went to pay then the stupid person give attitude.irritating woman!but she look like guy and sound like one too.she got that irritating look la.oh so we went to play pool.and we were so annoyed with the music cos there was no radios playing out.as in through their sound system.so annoying.we played 3 games and it was damn freaking cold.my fingers were so cold that i cant sms with the normal speed.my fingers had no strength.oh and i won one game!omg i won sl!!haha.for the first timeeee!!!but that was the second game then the third game he...okay look at the last shot of the game.he still act pro.flaunting it into my face la.look how he play..haha!..

BACKGROUND VOICES: me and jm

eh sl now that i look at the video,it's damn near la!last part still got:"YEAH!"haha.funny.love these two day.today was mugging with queenie.so fun.we talk bout a hell lot of things.but frankly speaking,i didnt do much!damn ittttttttttt!

2 more weeks and everything starts and there's no break to it.

2009-06-04T13:25:00.002+08:00

2 more week to prelim 1 and then rightafter the prelim ends,i will be checking into the sports village on 27 june.and then everything starts on 29 june.AYG is held at bisha stadium.it is kinda weird cos we have to go there all the way from swissotel.this is so weird.and another..ms sharon from SAA ask me to give the AYG team membership agreement form to sports school jumps coach yesterday so i gave it.then they called my mum today to ask.this is so weird.anyway,the attire given by them to wear on the flag presentation ceremony is so funny and too much red.i was hoping the shirt could have some white in it.the shirt was so small that when i raise my hands in the air the shirt goes up and i can see my stomach.haha.just above my belly button.haha.it's damn funny.and liangwei.that woman!she ah super hilarios yesterday.she showed me "L" hand sign say i loser all.then she was a loser herself cos she showed the "L" hand sign with the wrong hand.haha.i laughed until i stomached.haha.then at RI when i was sitting down.i saw jiahao's friends.cos i heard someone say eh isn't that jiahao's....then i cannot hear alr so i turn back then i saw a small group of people then i recognised one.cos he was the one that played street soccer and dont know how he kicked the ball until his shoe fly out.haha.i swear it was damn comical how the shoe fly out his leg and everyone started bursting out laughing.oh and on that same day cos i was a goal keeper then my brother in the opposite team,then he kicked the ball so hard that it hit my wath and the metal part broke.haha.that was how my watch broke.and then i was the victim of almost everything that happened..jiahao kicked the ball hard and it hit my throat.when the impact came,i couldnt breath at all.so it was damn scary.then everyone was like you okay not and i was damn embarrassed so i bend forward facing the wall.then slowly breath.then after a very short while then okay alr.then jiahao can see he abit panic.damn funny.he was like explaining say he thought he kicked the ball very lightly only.then i was thinking even if it it light,the throat there is quite weak so abit then the impact is big alr.okay enough of talking i shall go bath now.

M

even though i dont pay attention in your class..

2009-05-29T16:17:00.004+08:00

Even though i dont listen to your class,think you're boring,i know i will still miss you mr goh!!!you called us into the meeting place then you told us you're leaving and say it's all a very tough decision, i saw your hand shaking..the words you told us,i kind feel that you really care for us and i feel really bad that i dont listen to your class.you told us it's 10 years since you've been teaching in cedar and the thing that made you stayed longer was us sec 4s and your form class..it was so err.sad?no wrong word..should be touching.lucky my teads stayed in my eyes and not roll out.even though im not close to you or whatever..you've been teaching my class for 2 years and now that you say you resigned and when school reopen you wouldnt be hear,i feel so weird.like you've always been nice to us and treat us so nice and made lessons fun when you bring in stuff like the static thingy.the ball thing with lightning like stuff inside.you always make things that seem ordinary to us,interesting in class.thanks you for teaching us with so much care and concern for these 1 plus 2 years..THANKYOU MR GOH!

M

Charles Dickens!!

2009-05-26T21:27:00.004+08:00

I know people think im crazy cos im reading this thick and super chim book by charles dickens called the Great Expectations because my my favourite singer..haha.JJ LIN!!Charles Dickens is one of his favourite authors.so now im trying to read one of his books.this Great Expectations looks the most interesting as the summary looks okay so now im starting to read the first few pages.after reading 6 pages of it,i think it's damn confusing as in the english charles dickens uses is a bit old english style for the conversation parts.haha.oh today i feel like i wanna read lots and lots of book.this week i finished 2 books.each one i finished in one day.cos th story is nice.i like the story book called Falling For Romeo.haha.is bout this neighbours, they are childhood friend and they like each other.then the guy supposedly is some very popular guy like all the girls wants him.then both neighbours like acting as leads in this play, Romeo and Juliet in school.then in this play they are supposed to kiss blahblahblah.then the girl will be loosing her firs kiss in this play blahblahblah.then lots of complications then at last they got together but the ending too short la!!!im so pissed they ended the book so abruptly.anyway,today in school mr tan was so hilarious!we say he look weak and all.and say if he carry amirah from firt level up to forth he will break.(b.t.w. , amirah was injured after pe.)then he say like oh you know i had this nickname back in the past when i was in army then he was like asking us to guess.then we all dont know.then he was like sying slowing and thinking at the same tiime.he said they called me LMFM..haha!and guess ad it was..it was Lean Mean Fighting Machine!wth right.we all started to laugh like crazy then queenie ask me wad he say then i told her lean mean fighting maachine.then she heard as lean mean farting machine.so she like like siao.then i was like no it fighting not farting.then she laugh even louder then she told mr tan.then mr tan was like melissa...haha.then i was no is queenie's ear got problem.blahblahblah.then mr tan write on the board:"FIGHT not FART!"haha!damn funny la.that time his oh-so-famous-quote by him:"if you cant swim, dont blame your swimsuit"..i was diao..this is such a stupid quote la.haha.but without his jokes i think his class is gonna be boring so keep it up with your retarded jokes mr tan:)

M

omg it's finally freaking over!

2009-05-20T21:48:00.006+08:00

MY BLOOD TEST IS OVER!!!!i freak out for so long almost 1 whole week.haha.i feel proud of myself that i didnt cry and the nurse was so nice..she never scold me when i panic and ask her whether it was going be pain.she just told me everyone ask her this question and then told me it's gonna be over soon.and then she say she chose the thinnest needle for all of us alr.then it kinda calm me down a little knowing that the needle isnt very thick.
oh talking bout another thing..why didnt anyone call at all?so wad..im not in together in this?at least message me and tell me like you guys have to start the birthday thing with mr seem..then i wouldnt have to rush until i was perspiring like hell cos i run from class to canteen..okay it's not like im being annoying or bitchy or wadever you will be thinking after reading this.it's just that i feel that you guys should at least message me.okay i dont give a damn anymore since it's over.i just hope it wont happen again.
ah...im supposed to feel happy cos my blood test but now im irritated by another issue.not the above previous issue.it's a total new one.that person's really damn annoying and idiotic to the max.if you dont want a good friend like her then just buzz off la.you dont have to say that sentence and hurt her so much right.you know who you are.i dont know if you have my url but still.you freaking bloody idiot.if the person who you're messing was not my friend then i will just say nothing and do nothing.but the person you messing with is my friend(im not going to say who my friend is),she treat you so well even though you have said bad things bout her behind her back and do stuff behind her back.so now i just wasted my blog just to talk bout you stupid idiot.if she never stop me from doing something..you're just gonna die tomorrow alr.i know once i confront you people wouldnt know why and will say im bad or wad.but you know wad i dont care alr.it's the ast year in cedar so you wanna ruin my life in cedar go ahead,waste your time cos i will not freaking care.as long i have her and my other good friends and BFF then it's enough alr.

If you think im k-po then just get out of my blog..up at the right hand corner click the red cross!

M

now back to where it started off..

2009-05-18T20:50:00.004+08:00

I know all this is very complicating but just wait and i hope it all goes well..okay as for today,english lesson was great.we watch extracts from chronicles of narnia and batman begins.haha.but then it just stop at some going to be nice parts cos it's just extracts and not the whole movie.but still we managed to not do the newspaper articles discussn and mdm audra was like you girls managed to con me into doing this and not the newspapers.haha.that's wad she said but in differents words.haha.tomorrow for the first time maths lesson is gonna be in the library and mr tan was like saying you know why it is there cos the weather too hot..then he was like just joking tomorrow got visitors so must go there then he like say somthing bout not embarass himself cos it will be so hot and he will perspire.idk la.cant remember wad he said.but still yay!lessons in air conditioned place:)whee~oh no tomorrow is tuesday got a.r.t. andthen chinese tuition after that.then the day after tomorrow will be health screening day for AYG.crap i hate and im scared of needles.dont poke me!even if you poke must find the correct vein and poke if not im gonna scream and faint!oh man.i will dread wednesday...people pray for me that the nurse helping me do the extracting of blood has good eyesight and is experienced!

M

omg spilled everything out to you..

2009-05-17T20:38:00.005+08:00

Now you know..maybe i should not have said.frankly saying seeing you again,i had a feeling and did not know wth was that.like idk..nervous?anyway,i feel quite happy in a sense that everything is out and i dont have to just keep it secret.bleah.*change subject*
today is a happy day.everything is just going smoothly..no stress no nothing.i feel relaxed today even though i had tuition.but now that i think of going to school tomorrow,im dreading to go to sleep.it will be waking up 6am in the morning,end school at 1.50pm and going training at 3pm and goin for dinner at about 6pm or 6.30pm and reaching home 7pm or 8pm and then bath and do whatever hw or whatever stuff from 8.30 onwards..oh and dont even know whether there's remedial tomorrow.oh crap trainng in school tomorrow.so freaking sian to the maxxxxx!

M

P.S. i think i wont be able to get over you..

It's tough but i know it's worth it..

2009-05-15T23:14:00.004+08:00

After my wednesday training, my legs got all the aches that i never have..yesterday when i jog for warm up,my leg got the going-to-cramp feeling.haha.today i just had my first 10 intensive chinese tuition at tiong bahru.my brother say it's really useful.i wanna see whehr it helps me.hope it does.i wannge an A1 and show mr chan i get an A1 cos he keep telling the class who he think cannt get A1 and one of them is me.wtf!i want to get 10 or 12 for for 'o's.i hope it's possible.now im thinking between whether i should try going SingaporePoly or NgeeAnnPoly.cos SP, mr seem coaches there.i wonder where i should go.my brother is in NAP then he like his school very muc then got one time he say go his poly.but then m seem is in SP then i hear from my cousin that they have Zouk party as like an orientation party then the school has a place to play pool and ktv room.damn cool la.then now i dont know which one i should try and work towards to.but anyway i have to work very for now since im going AYG and i have preims right before it and i have to train like 4 times almost very week and intensive chinese lesson,school remedials for almost all the subjects.wth!i seriously hate sec 4 life like hell.all the stress and amount of work is something that is too much for me to handle.i think im gonna just collapse one day.such busy life is so mental draining.i think i wll go crazy then collapse and not just collapse.haha.i cant wait for 'o's to end then it will be fun time for all of us.i wanna go sentosa,ktv,chalet,watch movie,do part-time job at toys'r'us.it will be the best tme of my life.haha.i would not want it to stop.

M

I'm in love with T and W.boys please go away (:

2009-05-12T21:58:00.007+08:00

Love yesterday!T and W!i had the best day this month!nd it is yesterday!the videos and photos we took are really crazy..this is my first time so high!haha.and today we all have the high hangover.haha.we all feel so crazy still.haha.first, the ai de de ti,then disturbia then we sang take a bow and alot and then when you're gone and then W and i sang Kiss Goodbye and then xiao jiu wo then sang again with T and W this is me.and that's the video that is in youtube and facebook:)T and W not BFF but BFFL:D(best friends for life)

M

name on newspaper..

2009-05-05T22:51:00.004+08:00

Yes i get a chance to compete in AYG and it's a once in lifetime thing.but how to choose?study?AYG?or both?dilemma!!!quite cool to see your own name to appear on the straits times newspaper sports section page B8.haha.i couldnt believe it when beat told tiff that im going AYG..this is so cool.clara+me=1/3 of the girl competitors for track and field.haha.im proud of cedar track and field:)and because of this AYG thingy, i was so motivated that i ran 4.1km on the trackmill and did weights too!haha.i feel good bout myself now.i lost almost 1000 calories altogether:)hahaha!lose weight lose weight.so easier for me to fly over the pole.haha.i think people think i go crazy liao.haha:)too happy:)

P.S. yay!tomorrow get new specs so dont laugh at me on thursday cos i plan to wear it throughout the day:)haha!

M

something that i want to keep forever..

2009-04-06T22:38:00.004+08:00

M.T.W.

we have gone through so much and knew each other for so long.time passes so fast and this is the last year in Cedar.we have changed so much in terms of looks but i know our friendship will never ever change.i know i will never forget you guys.tere, my physics table partner.wj, mya-phone-call-away friend.haha.we shard so much and experience so much from sec 1 and found a new friend tere in sec 2 and that's when we are complete.if there's no "t",there wouldnt be "M.T.W." at all.i really hope we can still keep contact,stay close and never lose contact.BFFs forever and ever:) <3

3rd month..

2009-03-26T21:08:00.004+08:00

Today we just got our new ezlink card and it is freaking ugly.there's like pictures of a bus and mrt at the background of the card.ewww.i prefer the previous one.today was my chinese oral and i totally screwed it up.luckily it's the school one.haha.the conversation topic was on addiction of computer games.then my mind just went blank.haha.quite funny.i couldnt even read the passage smoothly.oh and something even more funny.when i was about to read the last paragraph of the passage, the teacher just suddenly started to say bout the conversation topic.what the hell!i kinda like stoned for a while.haha.it was quite funny.then after the whole thing, the teacher even told me about how to improve my oral.so nice.haha.when she was telling me like i should have said like why students nowadays are like to play games then i wanted to tel her.i dont know cos i dont really play games that much and im not that into the games so how am i supposed to know wad the people who are addicted to games are thinking.haha.i was hoping the topics for the conversation will be like youngsters idolizing stars but it didnt came out.so sian.haha.if not i can say a sentence that mummy Beatrice thought me during school.haha.during recess, alicia was trying to talk bout youngsters in relationships.haha then she say until everyone in the class wanted to vomit blood.cos she say until damn funny.then everyone couldnt stop laughing.then even ravin heard that she say wrongly when we were explaining to alicia.haha.

M

omg i love this dream!

2009-03-17T12:44:00.004+08:00

Haha.yesterday's dream was such a nice dream.i dreamt bout meeting jj lin in person at my friend's house.haha.he was staying at my friend's house.(so immpossible)but yeah.haha.hen he told me my shirt is so weird.then i look then i also have no idea what my shirt was saying.i cant remember wad shirt was it.then after that i woke up suddenly.it's so idiotic when you're having a nice dream then you suddenly wake up.so i faster try and sleep back.so i dream again..this time jj was gone then my friend was there so i ask my friend was the meeting jj a dream or wad.my friend say dont know cos never see jj but then my friend say did you see jj?then i was like yeah.then my friend told me that jj is really staying at their house and that's not a dream.i could remember i was so shocked and excited when i see jj and then i scream and laid on the floor.haha i think i was super retarded.haha.but it was the nicest dream i have so far in my life.cos others were all weird dreams.

M

it's been quite a while...

2009-03-10T22:54:00.004+08:00

It's been so long since i last updated my blog.it's so dead.haha.so fast one term is gone.so many things have happen.clique problem with six06.i have no idea how to help them talk it through..hai..tmr is e learning.supposedly can dont go school but all thanks to food & nutrition and training, i have reach school by 8am for coursework for wednesday and friday and 8am or thursday to have practical.then after tomorrow's coursework session, 2pm i have to go for training at toa payoh stdium.then friday we going RJC:)but like it's going to be a few people.most likely is me,wen and seniors from RJC like Sipei,Yan Rui and Wen Rui.then maybe some sec 1s.cos sec 3s have OAC but not sure whether will be back by then then Sec 2s got LJ.tomorrow's training it will be me,wen and the sec 1s..i think i will die from coaching them.cos im not even sure whether im doing the right things or not.im damn scared later i teach them the wrong things then they kena scolded by mr seem then it will be my fault.damn it!then tomorrow, wen maybe leaving early...then i will left alone with the sec 1s and i dont think i can cope all by myself.mr seem will be in a very bad mood tomorrow.i can predict...i wonder will we be doing high jump or long jump for me..i hope it will be high jump cosi got not other spike shoe than high jump spikes.today is jac's birrthday, tomorrow is wen's birthday.and i think im going to owe you a present first wen.i dont have anytime for me to go out to shop for a present.i owe queenie and aziemah each a birthday present alr.now is going to be 3 and soon be 4.i think i will be damn broke for the month i get the presents.

M

cedar fiesta..blah blah blah

2009-02-12T20:37:00.005+08:00

Valentine's Day's Coming..Love Is In The Air♥

cedar fiesta's on valentine's day.haha.quite retarded.when people ask you what's your plan on valentine's day you have to tell them, oh i'm going to school for cedar fiesta!haha.but i think it's gonna be so fun!i will get someone's present bit by bit.haha.i think it's so stupid!haha.it's just...eh wait!cannot say out!haha.im gonna take a picture of it.haha.then keep it for my own souveneir.haha.i'm still wondering wad will YOU be getting me..you say medium but cannot put in bag pack.why so funny one..put in your sling can but not my bag pack?dont get it...i must remember to get chocolates for my clique in class and besties outside class!!!!cannot forget!im so sian.after fiesta i dont think i can go out but i want!just hope that my father will be in good mood and forget that it's a valentine's day so he wont be like "you cannot go out!cos it's valentine's day!"i will be damn sian.hope my parents go my grandparents house.haha.then at least i can go have lunch or something.talking bout this saturday,some track and field people are having events on that day.like mummy beatrice!she got competition on that day...your children in 4P will miss you..haha.mummy beatrice must tell me how you do in the competition yeah:)i cant wait for saturday to come.i think it's gonna be quite fun.haha kay maybe..i have no idea how everything is gonna turn out..the place for woof ball as in the water area is so small!the one thing i wanna see is the teachers getting dunked!haha.mdm huslinda wants 500 bucks for her price of trying to get her dunked.so expensive.and i heard that miss poon is 50 bucks.stilll better than 500 bucks..i wonder who is gonna be the guy teacher that dress up as a clown and drive people around in the buggy.haha!im gonna take picture!!haha.

1 month 6 days..

2009-02-01T02:19:00.003+08:00

omg my house is so lack of food!no egg!!no instant noodle!!omg..im dying of hunger..lucky still got nuggets.my mum is frying now..yum yum!cant wait to eat.so freaking hungry.my house seriously need to have supplies from ntuc!today went to city square condo again.haha yesterday was there too.haha.i bet the guard will recognise us alr la.love their facilities!got pool table and play for free and then got bowling alley 2 lanes!and then still got 3 ktv rooms and they are quite big!haha

M

happy chinese new year!

2009-01-26T00:53:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!!

today is the start of chinese new year and also it's one month alr:)love love(learnt it from someone)..this one month have been so so great..thanks for being there whenever i needed someone..i cant wait to see you again!haha and it is soon..

just now i went to my grandparents' house to eat reunion dinner.we lao yu sheng and it was fun:)but after everything i only ate the crackers cos i dont eat the stuff in it..the dinner was so nice..lots of dishes..couldnt finish..my stomach was so full.but now im hungry..haha!then after that i watched snowboarding competitions with my brother cos there is cable tv there..then i can remember one is called shawn white and something fisher or ficher..kay i cant rmb..haha.it was so cool to see them go down slope at high speed go here go there turn here turn there.haha.then after that we watched vansantham then we kept laughing cos the show was so ridiculous so drama..then we watched tom and jerry then rush hour 3..after finish watching that we watched some countdown at taipei then the singers sang dnacers dance and hosts hosted...haha ok no link..so now im at home blogging with parents sleeping and brother at jh's house playing com as usual..haha..