Because i cant sleep till you're next to me..

Title:This blog is a dead one!
Date:Wednesday, April 21, 2010 @ 2:19 AM

Ask me for my blog url.. I just realised like many post i made in this blog is gonna.So im here to tell everyone:)

Title:This is a bloody conspiracy..
Date:Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 12:35 AM

What could he have done wrong? Now that he's gone 2PM wont be the same again. It'll just stay at 1.59pm. Dang it. He didnt even have time to make mistakes during AAA promation period. I say we believe only wat jay says personally. This is so ridiculous. it's like the company is using him..

much loves from mel

Title:I bought 2PM goodies♥
Date:Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 1:12 AM

This is just on of them:)hehe^^i got 3 name tags:) Firstly,JAY'S. Secondly, khunnie's one and then i got wooyoungie's one too:))im one happy broke kid.haha. Totally love jay's name tag. He is just love. I found a address for us to send letters to jay already:) Say im smart:) hehe^^ Im so gonna send one. and Athirah upload the pictures alright!!:) See you on sunday. Will tell you the address on sunday:)bi mil:D

♥pink

Title:Sponge band debuts! (kpop)
Date:Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 2:00 AM

Today went to g's house for dinner and played cards. haha meeting you again is quite awkward. It's like i dont know what to say to you. I wanna talk to you as a friend like really like citylights people. But somehow, i just cant do it. Dang right. When i look at you, it's like you changed quite alot. It's like specs change, you changed too. haha. Okay like seriously, i have no idea what im talking bout already. Anyway, to sum it up.. One Word. Awkward.
Next thing, I saw my bobo today:) Really glad to see you again. I miss you lots lots babe! Wasted you had to go up for dinner that fast and didnt have much time to talk. It feels like months since i last saw you even though it's only last week. Hope to see you real soon alright! Love you babe!
Another thing, my mood is totally spoilt. My dad just dont know how to be more lenient with me. I wanted to go play L4D with my brother all. Then, my dad didnt allow. That's how im now in thia house using the com and updating the blog. Sometimes, i really dont understand. With SL,kor,JH and g all going as well, why cant he just allow. Im really sick of being so controlled. I dont want it to be so controlled. If you let me go out, I would totally have self discipline to come back before 10. 10 would be the latest if i go out with my own friends. Cos of you, when im still outside after 7pm with my friends i feel weird. You're quite good eh.. Sometimes, I dont even dare to ask you to let me go for a birthday party or concert. But is that successful? Making your own daughter be scared from asking you stuff. Dont you ever think that because of this, I may had lied to you bout not having a boyfriend before? Okay, dont talk bout the past... What bout the future? Do you think i would i ever ever tell you? You say i can only get a boyfriend when im 21. But will you accept it if i bring one on my birthday? This is really killing me. I dont ask much.. I just want more freedom for me to go out more and not a must for me to have dinner with you all everyday and for kor, it's like up to him. What with all these?! Girl or guy.. We're still humans after all..okay i should just stop here. Im tired from typing already..

much loves from mel

Title:New clothes..
Date:Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 2:48 AM

I wanna watch Valentine's Day!!!

Title:Love.
Date:Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 12:02 AM

I just finished watching this movie, Hachiko, in the afternoon.. When i was watching this show, i cried like shit. The love between the owner and the dog is just something that really warms your heart. Even after the owner died during his lecture since he is a proffesor after 2 years of taking care of Hachi, Hachi still continues t wait at the same spot everyday, same time. Even though the proffesor's daughter took care of Hachi and brought it to her house ater her father's death. Seeing how Hachi reacted when he heard the train, she decided to let it go so that it can go to the same spot outside the railway station to wait for his owner. Even though everyday he didnt get to see his owner, he still continued to wait for another 9 years until it died. It's freaking touching. Now my mind dont even wanna think what will happen to me if Jewel is not with me anymore.she's bout 6 going 7 this year. Her life is getting shorter each time and i dont want to have to say goodbye to her next time. Damn. Okay next topic.. Yesterday at korean class i learnt how to say monday to sunday but i just cant remember.hehe^^ Im ageing. The thing that i will alwyas remember is how to say i love you in korean cos it's the first phrase that i got to understand. Thanks to jj's song.hehe^^ I can also remember quite a few more like "molra""araso""waeyo""mwoyo""oe di""hu chu" and alot...hehe. My favourite is "bae go pa yo" which is Im hungry:))hehe^^ It's helpful when you're starving:)) Okay, i shall stop here.Annyeong~!^^

Title:The best damn thing..
Date:Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 9:36 PM

Yay im done with the drama,creating destiny:)Gonna go meet drey ang and ravin at town tomorrow..for dinner and movie:)im so looking forward to it:)))

much loves from mel

Title:Six feet under the stars..
Date: @ 12:54 AM

Without school now,it just dont feel right.i cant wait for school to start and meet new friends and study a whole new thing that is different from primary and secondary school.jared is going to tp too business course.how cool is that:)the penguin lover!haha.too bad you cant have it^^and the best thing is athirah is going tp too.engineering school.jus opposite business block.hehe how niceee.im still wondering if i wanna take up track and field in tp.i dont know what i want..im lost somehow somewhere and i cant seem to find the right way out this time..but it's not the school just the cca.i love the school.i know im gonna enjoy my next 3 years there..doing projects with friends,having more freedom i hope.haha maybe get a bf there.haha!okay away from that studies seems more important but we'll see how.haha maybe the second meaning of bf.that one will be much simplier.im still watching creating destiny.it's a nice drama.after watching that i will move to idol army.2PM.dang.ji geum bae go pa yo.anyway,gtg tomorrow gotta wake up earlier to meet aunty regina at raffles city shopping mall,11am.then my mum meeting us at 12pm.haha.i gotta remember to bring money if not no money to shop.hehe^^okay shall sign off now.Annyeong hi kaseyo~!^^
much loves from mel

P.S. Official move over to new blog shall be around this week or next week.i shall set the date soon.

Title:Your call..
Date:Thursday, February 4, 2010 @ 4:09 PM

Im all alone again in the house.looking at empty spots of every something.

Title:Rainism..
Date:Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 10:18 PM

HIIII!everyone i have changed my blog again.ask me for my url!kamsahamida~!i changed it to a cuter name:)inspiration of 2pm:))you'll know when you see it so ask for it!:)byeeee~!

Title:annyeong hi kaseyo..
Date:Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 2:12 AM

Korean class started today:)so interesting.the teacher is katherine park.reminded me so much of jay cos he's jay park.english name with korean surname.okay this is super short post cos i need to off com soon.im yawning like mad.so that's the sign of my bed caling me to lie on it.cant wait for korean class 2:)hehe^^i love learning korean even though it's really hard and confusing.me and athirah's gonna meet up one day this week:)most probably wednesday to like revise korean:)hehe^^hardworking little girls!i know we are for the sake for 2PM!
much loves from mel

Title:Silver moon sparkling..
Date:Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 12:58 AM

This is the final battle where the hottests must unite as one for jay to comeback..final announcement will be in febuary..so boycott people!for this one last part..

Okay change mood..I'm finally goingto learn korean:)I just register today and Athirah is going too:)the lessons are going start from this sunday.2-430pm.omgomodaebak!i cant wait!i will be attending the basic one then slowly intermediate then...molla(i dont know).i wanna really know how to speak and understand.so that next time when i watch korean shows,i cant just watch without sub:)hehehe^^okay tomorrow is posting day..i cant seem to fall asleep.im in like jetlag mood.i have the freaking feeling of wanting to talk to someone but i dont know who to talk to..this sucks total shit.alright.i shall go try and force myself into sleeping mood.
much love from mel

Title:Bo peep bo peep...
Date:Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 12:14 AM

My mind is totally on its own..i wanna talk to someone but i dont know who.at this time i just dont know who is the one i should talk to..my mind has too much space being taken up.most by important stuff and some for nonsensical shit.important stuff are like jay's wellbeing..where are you jay?(i know where you are but still..)when will you appear again..and then,there are stuff like poly life..how will my friends in the poly be like?will i get a boyfriend then?will i meet great friends like tofus and mtw[yay,meeting you guys later on since it's pass 12:)]?will i be able to get good grades?will i still continue with jumps?will i be able to cope and like the course im in?so much worries..sometimes i just really wanna get a boyfriend now so that i can complain to him bout everything..school..life and all..but it's not that easy as it seems..you cant just snap your fingers*SNAP*and then*POOF*the right one for me appears infront of me.sometimes when people say"mel,you should be model.."sometimes,i think and day dream..i would love to have that type of job.take pictures and earn money but with my fat thighs and calves,i guess it wont be happening.im 1.75m with the weight of 57/58kg.like wth!i need to lose some weight but i cant cos food now,is just so freaking delicious!like chocolates,chocolate icecream with waffle and chocolate milk..omg whatever chocolate stuff you can think of,they're my total loves!EXCEPT dark chocolate cos they're bitter.hehe^^i wanna do a part time job but i aint getting the chance to cos of training!it's like every week mondaywednesdayfridaymondaywednesdayfriday.kinda no life isnt it.but that's my life..i cant choose it,cos it chose me..cos of track and field,im tanned and have muscles.ewww!it turns me off from training when i think of the final outcome.i dont wanna have muscular thighs or arms or calves!i wanna be slim.haha i just realise im ranting alot in this post.hehe^^oh one more thing that im pissed with!my com!the msn messenger isnt working all of the sudden!dang.okay tomorrow my dear wj,is going to packet macdonald breakfast for me and tere!:D im lovin' it! haha cos they're coming at 8am in the morning!:))it's so early cos reason#1:wanjun has training later in the afternoon so we put the gathering earlier so that we can have more time to play and chill out:)reason#2:tere have to leave at 2 plus cos she has some birthday thingy later on..reason#3:i have dental at 4.45pm at national dental centre:((dang,dentist!im dont like dentist cos..they just looks scary and just thinking of them drilling and extracting our teeth are just scary.i had to pluck 4 teeth in order to put braces.it was bad experience cos of the injections!!ahh!!scary!okay it's getting late and i have to wake up at 7am to give my wj a morning call:)i better go to sleep since my mum is also nagging at me bout the time.hehe^^im always going to bed late nowadays cos there's NO school!!whee~there's still like bout 3 months before my school start.hehe this is how poly life rolls!^^signing off now.byee~ave a good day/night:)oh and i decided to change my signature to pink since pink=leadja~!

lots of love from mel

Title:We'll never lose faith in the PINK one..
Date:Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 1:08 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JUNHO!!

Title:I'm sorry i cant laugh for you..
Date:Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 9:46 PM

Anyone who plans to go poly and is interested in acting,please tell me!!cos i've got a friend who need two female actresses for his project to film a music video!he needs to have two actresses by this thursday so tell me asap if you're interested!!

Title:Annyeong haseyo chonun melissa imnida~
Date:Friday, January 22, 2010 @ 12:07 AM

I want to learn korean!!!someone just tell me a place where i can go there for korean language lessons!anyway i want to get a rebel scholar iphone case!!but dang,the one i like is limited edition and it is like 150 bucks.i'll be dead broke after that.but it's freaking nice.i need to go smudge store.anyone free to accompany me??im only free on tuesdays and thursdays though.but 26 im not free cos it's mtw day:)oh tell me which one is nicer..

Black?

Or White?

Dang,it's $69.90.haha is it worth it?it's from smudge store if you wonder why i want it so much.haha.i need a new bag like a half sling+handbag that type of thing.i want to shop but im quite broke....that sucks. oh and bou today,tofus(minus ravin who went to work)went to cineleisure for ktv.we bought anklets.we bought like in rainbow colours.we got our favourite colours still so it's daebak!haha.i got orange,athirah purple,ravin red(close to pink so hope you like it),sangee green,azie and lava different shades of blue(supposedly indigo or dont know what colour..)and xy got wooyoungie's colour(YELLOW!!)haha.it's just total greatness.signing off now:)

much loves from mel

Title:Y, Why..
Date:Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 11:10 PM

I guess you do have my blog add..Anyway,im not gonna sit in your car!bleahhh~the identity of the girl as a deal,im not interested anyway.haha but from my view it seems like your girlfriend since you brought her home right.if she's not it's totally weird.haha.More bout today..
Today's training was a second killer comapred to cedar training on monday..haha!let me see if i can rmb the things we do ..

Jumps Circuit: [3 sets]
1. Ankle Flips(x5) + Back Ankle Flips(x3)
1. Speed Jump(x5) + Ice Skating(x3)
2. Tuck Jump(x5) + 1/2 Squat Jump(x3)
3. Single Knee Lift(x5) + Single Leg Hop(x3 per leg)
4.Windmill 1om,30m sprint

then, there was 8 stridings for around 30m to 40m.idk..then there was abs exercises...it killed me like totally.haha today's training at rjc was not any better..We did 2 rounds around track warmup,stretchings and..

Abs Exercise With Medicine Ball(3 or 4kg) [3x10]
1.Sit-up throw
2.Side Pass [per side]
3.Lie On Stomach Throw [haha dont know the exact name]
4.1-2 throw
5.I have no idea what it is called..

then, another round of..

Medicine ball exercises [except the last exercise]
1.Forward Throw(x10)
2.Backward Throw(x10)
3.Upward Throw(x10) [This was one of the total killer]
4.Double Leg Hop Up Big Steps(x10) [Knees still must keep straight.wthh.this was the killer of the day!!]

then..there was..
1.Shuffling(x3)
2.Straight Leg Bounding(x3)
3.Striding(5x50m)

haha my body has no strength...tmr going ktv at cineleisure..meeting tofus @ somerset mrt @ 12.30pm!be punctual ppl!!maybe i shall be a little late.should i??forget it i shall be punctual.i want to sing:)although i might not sing well but heck lah it's so fun!:)okay hopefully my training will be in rjc on friday..cos they're having self-training weights training:))i wanttt! okay i shall stop now..byee~
much loves from mel
P.S. should i go extract the sundown seoul'd out 2009 videos from tape to cd/dvd for $35 per hour?is it worth it?

Title:2ONEDAY!!
Date:Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 12:18 AM

The hotness of 11 members merged as 1..

2AM

2PM

ONEDAY

Once a AM/PM, forever one. Never 10 but 11..

Leadja,this is pink for you.

Title:I never knew what i was but i knew once we start kissing..
Date:Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 11:23 PM

Okay this is like the 2nd day after results day..i got 2 As and im really happy with it but i think i really could have done better with my english..i think my narrative wrote out of point..that's why i got a C6:(it totallly just pulled everything down.but lucky only F&N and english are Cs,C5 and C6 respectively.then others are like all B3s..im quiite happy with my results EXCEPT english.damn it lah.haha and the best thing is amaths!!i passed it with like B3!like omgomo.it's daebakshiokgreat!haha.i mash words together:)im trying to learn just little bit of korean.but all i know is.."chincha=really","molla=i dont know","saranghae= i love you","ddae fan=pervert fan" and "otoke=what should i do"..haha should be correct right..haha!another one is "suga eobseo"..haha i still learning what's that.hehe.slowlyy i shall learn!haha. i wanna know how to speak it.haha.today i went tp to tour around with aunty linda,my mum,bernice and kenneth(should be right spelling)..i went there and i like the business course.it's like it's a broad based course.you learn the same core subjects as other courses in the first year then second and third year i wanna go into leisure&reesort management and like marketting area..i think the course is nice!!!haha.okay i need some sleep now.tomorrow's gonna be just another day..im lazy to go for training on fridayyyy:(( signing offf nowwww...

much loves from mel

"Only you niga anim nal gochil su eobseo
Nandasi useul suga eobseo
It's only you my baby it's only you"

Title:Time to love..
Date:Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 12:36 AM

Omg it's been since forever since i last update!haha okay quick update..
2 jan-grad night!my heels killed my feet!cos we had to walk from the sch out to potong pasir mrt!haha and then went ktv..eh i think i got update this part.haha.then got my ipone all.yup seems damn familiar.okay stop there.
today,i went to mind's cafe with the lovely tofus(minus azie,who is in korea!*jealous*)..shawa was not there sadly.haha.but cheeheng was.omg he's one weird guy..anw,it was great fun!haha.then i bought beard papa cream puff!6 cost me 11 bucks!burnt a whole in my wallet!and then went to citysquare with parents,aunt and her friend and they shop at bysi like forever and totally annoyed cos i want to come home bath and read the addictive 2pm fan fics!!haha im totally in love with it.then now here i am waiting for the dear writers to update.and please do it fast cos it's killing me with all these cliffhangers!(learnt this word from my dear WXY)haha.okay tmr im gonna have training at toapayoh stadium from 9am then will meet yq at toapayoh mrt at 12.30pm then we'll go nyp for open house to meet caryn but more like saying hi and bye..saddening!brother ryn,meet up soon after open house yeah!and then shawn gonna bring me and yq around.haha i kind forget how i start talking to him.haha i only rmb something like he added me on fb then i know he's from ats too.but yeah.haha.okay anw,i need go have some sleep!im gonna have panda eyes soon but actually i dont really care cos..idk.my dad say must off com at 1am.hmm.im gonna off it now anw.:D good girl:)hehe.okay gtg!i shall stop here for today.nights!
much loves from mel

P.S. thanks athirah for the bracelet!now we got more tofus stuff:) and mtw we got the bunny shirt so we must wear it when we go out yeah.love you guys mtw and tofus!